loving a same sex in Nigeria

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Sleeping at last

Tunle's Pov 

I don't know how but i think he didn't know that i wasn't asleep that everything he said was fully heard by me and how i wish that he didnt confess to me cause now i dont know what i will do with him cause i think i feel the way he is hurting saying those words  but he knows that  we can't be something more than this  but why does it hurt so why is heart breaking so much huh

Tell me why do we have to be in such situation that they choose who we are suppose to love i thought you choose who you love but not in Nigeria everyone are expected to be straight as a pole though

So i gnore every thing he said pretended like i didnt hear anything even though i wanted to turn to him and tell him fuck everything, everyone and let's act on our feelings but i know i can't cause im not ready to give him any false hope though

So i keep quite and close my eyes im sorry Ayomide that your hurting  i whispered before falling asleep

The next morning i woke up and felt something heavy on my chest  and someone's hand on my waist cripping so tight i dont remembered sharing my room with someone tho i thought and then it click oh God it's Ayomide

I rubbed my eyes to see him all relaxed with his head on chest and he was sleeping so soundly like a new born baby and his lips were parted and he was breathing so slowly and i couldn't help but stare at him he looked so pretty without even trying even when he is asleep oh jezzz

I just felt as if i should trace my fingers all over his face from his eyes to is nose down to his lips and his jaw was well defined so subconciously without even realizing what i was doing my fingers were tracing Ayomide's face and it was so smooth why the smooth face like a girl's own though it really suits  him i couldn't stop even though i wanted to it just felt so natural doing it like this is what i should be waking up to every morning though

But knowing that we have to return to reality its sucks alot i kept on admiring the beauty before me i couldn't even wake him up no matter what cause I didn't want to lose this feelings on my  chest i think i can get use to this in your dreams i thought to myself

I was so lost in my thought that i didnt even feel Ayomide waking up even when he called my name  i wasn't concentrating till i felt something orr let me say someone poking my chest that when i saw him awake smiling at me

Ohhh jezz why such beautiful smile on his face this early morning i didnt even know that my hands were still on his waist 

Hmmm Tunle i hummm mhhh i want to use the bathroom can you release me stuttered Ayomide That's when i saw what i was doing and oh God have never been so embarrassed in my life before

Ahhhh sorry about that i didn't know i lied

Itsokay said Ayomide he Stood up and rush to the bathroom ohhh God what was i thinking huh i thought

I stood up also cause i had afternoon class though but i dont for him maybe i will him when he is out from the bathroom

Still on my bed i took my phone to check for any missed calls or sms that i can reply to i wa still busy in my phone when i heard the bathroom door creaking open and Ayomide peeping through it

Ermmm can i get an extra towel please i have an early morning though

Ye i mean yes let me get it for you though so i actually brought the towel to him

Wait Ayomide you can borrow some of my clothes though and im gonna make you breakfast too

Uhmmmm t_hank y_ou Ayomide was so flustered and all smiley that he's gonna be wearing Tunle's clothes

i picked a trousers and a blue shirt for him then i left to the kitchen

Soooo what should i cook for him though i hope he like noodles cause that's what i have

Tryin put the pot with hot water on top of the gas cooker and immediately my phone rang 

Ohhhh and it is in my room let me go and get i just bash inside without knowing totally skipped my mind that Ayomide will be dressing up when i went inside i saw him with his black brief on without no trousers

His legs were so fine and oh Gosh  his thighs were so thick i walk over to him and turn his face to me and his chest was bare and his protuding nipples what i can do with those nipples

Uhmmmm Tunle what you doing i was dressing up though said Ayomide

Yhhhh i can see that and i did what i felt like doing i kissed him and i know he wanted this from me since in the beginning sooo he kissed me back passionately and i slowly bit his lower lips and a moan escaped his lips used that opportunity to slip my tougue inside his mouth kissing his tougue he was so sexy i trail my fingers on his chest to his nipples and i pinch the left and he moan

Uh uhmmm ohhh Tunle he moan what are you and what i will do to hear him call my name like that again

I made sure i pleasure him so well i kissed him down from his lips to his jaws trailing down to his chest kissing his right nipples and pinching the left

Jezz Tunle that's it do that again he couldn't stop moaning and i think i love that about him i want to be the only one to see him like this and noone he should be moaning my name not somebody else

Trailing down to his tight black brief trying to pull it down immediately my phone again and i was brought to reality again

Ohhhh jezzz i push him away what the fuck we were doing u shouted at him saw him flinching  and he was shaking saw the hurt in his eyes but i was so scared that i didnt care

Ohhh no Tunle stop what are shouting at me for i didn't force to you to do this you started this have he cried

Why can't you like me is it because im a guy orrr what Ayomide still crying wore his clothes are ran out from the bedroom and Tunle went after him he couldn't stand there and watch him hurt he was hurting too you know

Come back Ayomide im sorry please no go he begged

Nooo i can't stay here and watch you deny that you dont feel what im feeling to is not fair to me soo im going he wiped his tears and open the front and went out

Shit shit shit ahhhhhhhh shouted Tunle what's happening i hurt him Godd ohhhh God i was cooking he ran to the kitchen and  the hot water he waa steaming actually dried in the pot

I guess today what just not my day how can i make it up to him said Tunle

You guyss should suggest how should Tunle make it up to Ayomide should he take him out on a date orhh just apologize huh? Comment

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