Love idol

Breakfast and snuggles

Killua POV
I woke up cuddling to gon I looked up at her she looks so angelic sleeping her glossy eyelashes shining and her soft lips I couldn't bare to not kiss them I leaned in for a peck even though we're not actually dating which makes my heart sting I still got to take action and make her mine and she's probably just playing along as well she doesn't even like me or that's what I think

I snuggled more to her squishing myself to her and cuddling her "k-Killua" I heard a faint voice I slowly looked up to an annoyed gon I guess she didn't want to be squished I looked down "sorry" I said quietly moving away and going to the other side of the bed I heard someone get up and close the door my heart hurt now "I probably shouldn't have done that" I said to myself but I couldn't I wanted to snuggle to her I covered my whole self with my blanket and put on my sad music I created and just closed my eyes

MINUTES LATER
I heard a door burst open and someone running to me "KILLUAAAAA!?" I heard gon yell I didn't respond she started shaking me I quickly removed my covers "I SAID IM SORRY- HUH" I looked at her she was . ..smiling? But that changed when I yelled at her "wait-no I uh didn't m-mean- I couldn't make out anything then she interrupted me "ITS OK I FORGIVE YOU come on I made breakfast" she said 👉👈playing with her fingers a tint of read rushed to my cheeks "really" I said going down to her and touching her cheek "y-yeah I thought maybe I could make something to cheer you up I'm sorry I got mad at you it's that I didn't feel good this morning but I'm fine now cause seeing you smile always puts me in a good mood" she said giggling my heart skipped a beat I hugged her "me too" I said I could feel her smile she hugged me back "come let's go eat I'm starving" I said dramatically she giggled "okay okay" she said smiling

I love her smile gon you might not know but every time you smile you reconnect my life with happiness you make me feel happy and glad that I met you

We got down stairs and I see a whole table filled with breakfast my mouth was watering "you did this all" I said she nodded "yep but I got a little help to find the things from the maids thanks ladies" she said waving at the maids they waved back "I haven't done this in a while I always did this back at my aunts house but I moved out and I don't do it now since I have trouble with money" she said playing with her shorts I chuckled and went to kiss her cheek "well now you can" I said warmly smiling at her she quickly sat down and pouted "DAMN THATS CUTE" I thought we started eating I looked up at gon she had crumbs all over her mouth she looked at me and smiled cutely she started speaking but I couldn't really make out what she said I chuckled she looks so cute your such a Baka gon

She swallowed the food "I was trying to say HELLO KILLUAAA" my heart skipped a beat I leaned my hand close to her cheek and was caressing it for a while I then cleaned the food of her cheek I got up and went to her I got the napkin that was there and started cleaning her cheeks "don't eat like a pig Baka" I said playfully but I guess that made matters worse cause gon snatched the napkin away and madly pushed me "ok so " she said looking at the other way "gon it was just a joke" I said laughing but I soon stop
My eyes widen when I saw tears running down her face she aggressively sniffed them up she quickly pushed me away running to my room "KILLUA YOU MEANY" she said "G-GON WAIT UH UM" I bit my lower lip I looked down letting me bangs cover my eyes I didn't know you were really delicate with feelings

I slowly went to my room my heart broke she was sitting there with my hoodie on her she was sniffing away tears that never stopped running down her glossy eyes opening time to time and her red tinted cheeks because of the crying I slowly took a step in only to be pushed away gon passed right out but as quickly as I could I grabbed her wrist and pinned her to the wall she struggled to get out but I didn't let go

I had my white bangs covering my eyes I put my head on her shoulder I could clearly feel that she really is hurt "I'm sorry" I said quietly I heard her gasp a little "I didn't mean it like that" I said getting my head up looking the other way "I'm such an idiot" I said chuckling a little she was silent I grabbed her waist and hugged her tightly "it's ok if you wanna leave" I said my voice cracking I felt small arms wrap around me I heard and I felt tears on my shirt but I didn't care if I got wet I just wanted to see her smile again from the small time we have known each other it feels like I know her already .....
"Stay pls stay" I said pushing her head softly and slowly to my shoulder "stay till you stop crying" I said hugging her now clearly smelling her soft sweet sent she spoke in my shirt so it was muffled "what" I said quietly she got out of my embrace and looked down "c-can we cuddle" she said tears almost forming back again I sighed I silently shook my head while smiling "sure Baka" I said and picked her up and put her on my bed I went inside the covers with her she instantly wrapped her arms around me I wrapped my large muscular arms around her almost practically covering her I tangled my legs with hers "wanna watch a movie" I said she was silent "o-ok" she said cuddling more to me
"Ok princess" I said getting the remote I got back to her to be greeted with a tear stained pouted face "I'm not a princess" she said pouting I went to her "but to me you are" she was quiet and just snuggled tight to me I picked out an anime movie because she likes those "how about merry go round of life" I said she quickly nodded I pressed play and snuggled to her she got up sat on the bed I was confused she put on the hoodie up to cover her head and my long sleeve hoodie to cover her hands and everything except her legs she looks so adorable she went back to me

I don't know if this is what friends do but it feels normal and calming
We started watching it there were some sad and happy scenes and some really magical ones I really liked the film when the credits rolled in I heard someone snore I looked down to see a sleeping gon I chuckled I placed her down on my bed tucking her with blankets and gave her a kiss on the forehead she smiled

I got up to stretch I went to my other room to work out and get things off my mind except for my gon of course

I started doing warm ups and stretching but it was getting too hot inside so I took off my shirt revealing my pale abs and muscular figure into the big mirror that was around I started now doing push ups and layups after that I lifted weights and bigger weights I went to a lifting thing that I have to hold the pole and lift my body up it's like doing push-ups but differently

After the work out I got my shirt and swung it up to my neck I slide my fingers through my hair and making it come back down again but messier I was practically sweating right now I heard a door open "k-Killua are you he- I froze I looked back to a messy hair gon with glossy eyes and lips my hoodie going over sized on her I bit my bottom lip she started blushing madly I went to her and pinned her to the wall she shutter I leaned in roughly kissing her I put one hand on her waist she was shocked but suddenly wrapped her arms around my neck roughly playing with my hair I let go and kissed her neck to her collar bone she let out little sounds I got pushed a little away from her I looked at her in lust her flushed messed face

"K-Killua I -I'm sorry" she said "why is that?" I said deeply going leaning to her she pushed my face away softly "we-we can't do this we're not actually dating a-and we're just friends your family wouldn't want me to ruin your plan" she said sliding away from me
Killua looked at gon disappointed he grabbed her waist and put his head on her shoulder "I'm sorry I-I don't know what got  into me" I said hugging her now from behind "it's ok Killua" she unwrapped my hands and looked up at me "it was really sweet" she said giggling "w-what" I said blushing "the kiss tasted like chocolate it was sweet I kinda like it" she said playing with her fingers 👉👈 "Baka" I said poking her forehead and pinching her cheek she pouted "owie" she said I chuckled

"I'ma  go shower and change ok it's kinda late go back to sleep" I told her
She smiled and kissed my cheek "OK KILLUBA" she said I smirked "like the nickname" I said she giggled and went skipping to my room

Once I was done I went to get a chocolate bar I ate it till a got to the room I went into bed took off my shirt and went to gon she was quiet but blushing I went into bed and snuggled close to her "goodnight Baka" I said she hugged me tightly and giggled into my chest "NIGHT NIGHT KILLUAAAA" she said practically almost sounded like a moan- I mean cute yeah cute
I rested my head on top of hers maybe some day we will be actually dating I mean she did kiss me back but I think she did it because to make this dating thing look real but sadly it's not my heart burned it hurt knowing she doesn't like me like that but it's possible she does I give my gon one more kiss on the forehead and snuggled to her falling asleep....