a letter to you

Your letter

I stared, the smile slapped off my face. The others backed up shocked and in disbelief. My reaction wasn't to back away, it was to stare as cold wind whipped my hair back leaving the strays to tickle my forehead.

I didn't know what to say nor what to do. So i didn't. I didn't say or do anything until Niki pulled me away from the window and into her arms.

I pulled out of the hug softly and picked up the envelope, my hands shaking.

What could this be

could it be worse then him being lifeless?

"Hello to my friends, club members, and the people i've wronged. My place here was no longer needed so, i decided i'd go. I'm sorry i ditched you Y/n, you hadn't deserved it. It just became too much for me, i'm sorry it even happened or that you even have to read this. But, i had to write this letter to you."

I sat down tears running down my face. The letter close to my heart. "What does it say?" George said speaking for the first time in what felt like ages, i handed him the letter and everyone read it.

We stood there for a while down crying, some comforting, some numb.

After a while of us just sitting there we figured out some things. Wilbur committed suicide if such wasn't obvious already, the flowers petal leading here were actually Wilbur playing a game of 'She loves me, she loves me not' and it landed on she loves me not with the tenth petal he didn't have the heart to pull off the flower, i did love him but apparently it plays no part in his life or it didn't.

But still after all that detective work and watching his body being carried away we never really knew what happened to him.

We never figured out why our Wilbur Soot did this."