for matt: https://youtu.be/rSTbwOPGVY4
AAAAAAA
i wake up again
fuck it's school
i got like 4 hours of sleep
how do i keep doing this
anyways
i book it to my computer and quickly sign in. 4 minutes to spare! (i learned how to spell spare i thought it was spear help)
lmao i fucking fall asleep and miss the entirety of first period
i dream about meeting matt for the first time in so long even though it will become reality the following day. yeah i'm a simp what about it 🙄‼️
anyways i wake up from my 20 minute nap and panic but then remember i don't care and join my next class and sleep again
woo hoo break
guess what i do?
you have three guesses
jk it's sleep
ok blah blah boring now it's the end of the day
i have homework but i don't do it. duh. i go straight to discord of course and seek out for matt. i check every channel in search for his presence. i see he's active. i automatically get 10x happier.
i join a music call with him and we listen to the best of songs
again
then i have a cramp attack and chew a pill because i'm a pussy and can't swallow them whole
i anticipate the next day every waking hour
you don't understand my level of excitement
i go to sleep around 5:45AM and (very unfortunately) leave the call with matt. i cry. probably.
i wake up and just straight up jump out of bed and find my best clothes. i have a very limited supply. i do something with my mess of a head of hair and bolt out the door. it may be 9:30AM, but it's fine if i'm 3 hours early right? probably.
don't mind how i just ditched school that's not important
anyways
i wait for matt to arrive at the fancy restaurant called
uh
amogusTM the restaurant
and get kinda hungry waiting so i order 7 fish fillets
and am somehow still not full
finally, the moment i've been waiting for. i see a ginger from far away slowly walk towards me. a little too slowly. why is he going .5 feet per hour. oh wait that's not matt that's some ginger elder. i wait 5 minutes. i see a short, handsome, cute, adorable, good looking, pretty, awesome, cool, amazing, spectacular, breathtaking, fabulous, gorgeous, glamorous, outstanding boy approach me but this time he picks up the pace and is actually sprinting. we lock eyes and i think i just malfunctioned. he's so much prettier in person somehow. he never fails to amaze me. he stares at me for 7 seconds and then yells in delight (is that the right word idk) "TORD!!" he comes up to me and gives a giant hug. i hug him back, looking down at him. you know, because he's short. he's..crying? damn so am i ugh late to the party smh 🙄
we eat like 4 orders of pasta and call it a day
we go back to his place because my house looks like a typhoon hit it
his house looks nice and comfortable.
naturally, i raid his fridge.
there's so much cheese....
i take one of each kinda and chow down on it
i hope this isn't expired
*beautiful boy starts blasting in the back because yes*
we decide to watch a movie, that movie being finding nemo (what a classic)
he ends up falling asleep on my chest like halfway through the movie so i stroke his hair and start to hum beautiful boy because i like men idk
i end up falling asleep pretty soon.
it was peaceful.
but i look really ugly when i sleep so um
yes
the end
chapter 3 coming to you idk when i need to sleep
