하루토 • to my star

6

Sorry I've been months since I updated but I will be more consistent. :)

22nd June 2020
10:00

I woke up to the unusual quietness which scared me the more I thought about it, it's never quiet. My eyes opened and I looked around the room there wasn't anyone there you'd think it was lifeless if you didn't see the messy beds and luggage thrown around, they make a trail wherever they go.

I got up and stretched seeing a messy note saying that the members had gone to film some concept things that were being posted before debut so I didn't need to be there.

Well fantastic, I'm alone. It's not like I wasn't used to it but all I can think is once I debut it won't happen again and I'm fine with thinking that.

Manager

M: There's a vlog camera in Junghwan's bag, can you film a little?

M: It's waterproof!

M: I asked and they said you can go down to the pool area if you want

N: Okay, thank you.

Okay, I'm a little salty.

I was glad I brought my swimsuit when I saw the other boys pack one. I wear loose shorts and a tank top over it. I sneak Haruto's flip flops half because only he and Doyoung packed them and half to annoy him, I also brought my towel, key card and camera with me.

Bumping into one of the staff I recognise I asked them for the directions.

11:00

I kneel down on the floor placing the camera in front of the pool. I wave to the camera awkwardly after hitting the record button.

"Hello, I'm Nao." I smile.

"I might die today Teume, I stuck my hand in earlier and it seems cold."

I stood beside the camera and took off my top and shorts doing a run-up and jumping into the pool. 

Wow. It's. Freezing.

I went up to the side of the pool hanging onto the ledge looking into the camera lens. "I regret everything." I shiver, soon laughing at myself.

After a while it got better I don't know if that's because I became an icicle and went numb or because my skin got used to it.

I took the camera and went underwater and did weird flips before just putting it on the side and doing laps.

Soon enough I got out and dried myself with a towel and put my top and shorts back on. Slipping my feet into Haruto's flip flops I went back up to the room having the camera facing me.

"Now I'm even colder." I said rubbing my arms that were infected with goosebumps. Getting into the lift.

Opening the door to the room it was the same as when I left. "I'm going to have a warm bath after this."

"Want to see the behind the scenes of the boys? They're so messy." I laugh stretching my arm out and spinning around the room showing everything. "Should I make their beds? Nah. I'm in the maknae room by the way." I said looking past the camera. I get in close and whisper "Jeongwoo moves like crazy in his sleep." I laugh again. "I'm surprised Haruto could sleep."

"Anyway Teume thanks for watching." I wave at the camera and turn it off.

18:00

I looked towards the door at the sound of talking and the scratching of the key card. They pile in greeting me and throwing their things onto their beds.

"Nao, we're going out for dinner." They looked guilty as they said this and I instantly knew what was coming.

"It's okay."

"Are you sure? You always seem to be left out." Haruto said looking just as concerned as all of them were.

"I'm fine, I don't feel like going out anyway. I'll just order room service." I gave an encouraging smile and they soon gave up starting to get ready to go out.

It wasn't their fault it wasn't really anyone fault it's just something I had to sacrifice for being the secret last member of the group.

20:00

Manager

M: You can get room service, make sure to order it in Mashiho and the others room

M: Your keycard should work on their door

"Bye guys." I waved them off as they left the room until they closed the door and I hopped onto my bed. I put my headphones in and turned on my newest playlist.

~Hina~

"What's up."

"Nothing much, the other girls are asking about you." Her soft voice answered back into the line. I was a lot closer to her than anyone but we had a group of friends when I lived back in Japan and we talk every so often when Hina's was with them.

"Tell them that I'm doing good. I'm just about to order room service." As I said that I got up from the bed and left to go to the room next to mine.

"You should get nuts."

"Nuts?"

"Yeah, deez nuts." I sarcastically laugh at her joke as I walked into the middle lines room. It was actually pretty neat especially compared to the room I was sleeping in. You could tell where the priorities of the different ages laid.

"I swear Hina."

"Geez sus!" I shouted as I dropped the room phone I was holding. Asahi came out of the bathroom and if you know anything you know out of anyone the one you wouldn't want to see emerging out of a creepy dark room would be him.

"Hi"

After his words, the other middle line boys came into the room.

"Nao?"
"Yukki Nao!"

"I'll call you back, love you."

"Did you just get kidnappe-"

I ended the call and comically smiled at the boys that walked in. "Why haven't you guys left yet?"

"We decided to eat with you, what's the point of all going out if you're not there."

22:00

"I'm stuffed." I said rubbing my bloated stomach and leaning back against the headboard of Yedam's bed.

We order a series of different foods from room service all eating in the middle lines room since it was the cleanest the Hyung line blaming theirs on Jihoon.

The room soon started defusing of people going back to their separate rooms. I followed Hyunsuk into the oldest room for face masks.

...

I laid flat on the double bed of the two oldest members, poking at my face mask. Sitting silently while the two said members spoke to each other with crossed legs on the other side of the bed.

"Can I have one?" Yoshi points at the pile of face masks on the floor. I nod my head and put my thumb up in the air when I realised it didn't really work from my head being on the pillow.

"How do you.. you know..." My eyes follow him and I sit up patting the place in front of me. I tear open the packet and hover it over his face. I laugh as he flinched at the coldness of the sheet. "Be still." I chuckle.

I smooth it over his face and then retract looking at my masterpiece before doing another thumbs up.

"Wait." He furrowed his eyebrows at me and I dug through my bag and pulled out a hairband giving him a small ponytail on top of his head.

The bathroom door opened and Junkyu came out in pyjamas, smiling when he saw our masks.

"Can I get one?"