Venus POV:
The nightmares came back again last night, I don't know what I did so bad that I ended up this way. My life has never been good, even since I was born it just went downhill from there. I'm not gonna spend all this time giving you my boring and tragic life story. Today I turned sixteen, two more years and I can finally leave this place behind. I guess living with my mother had it's perks. She would try to make me stronger and she told me the ugly truth and not the nice things people say to make you feel better about yourself. She made me realize that no one will be able to save you except yourself. When I see all the people in the orphanage laughing and talking with friends I feel like maybe I did something wrong. That's why they never liked me and only used me and once I ran out of use they left me with a bigger hole. I wish that I had friends and people who would care about me. I want to be able to feel safe for once and not have to worry constantly about everything. I don't think I'll ever get that, but I can sure hope.
I finish writing in my journal and sign my name at the bottom. I keep a journal so I can remember everything that's happened to me. If I ever have a family I want them to know how I got to where I am now.
I sigh and get off my old and worn out mattress. I put my journal under my pillow and go through my dresser drawers to find sometime decent to wear.
I put on a flannel with a white shirt and jean shorts. (You can change what your wearing if you don't like what I picked)
I brushed through my brown short hair and kept it down. I through on my white and black converse.
I decide to go get food from downstairs mess hall then I'll come back up and eat in here while watching TVD. I love that show and I'm almost done with it again, I watched the series over ten times already.
I start walking down the hallway and then I make my way down the stairs. I walk inside and hear kids and teenagers yelling, laughing, fighting and crying.
I walk over to the nice lady who's been here a little over a year. She makes and gives out food here and she's very kind hearted.
I give a small smile and she hands me today's breakfast which consists of a pancake, bacon and sausages. I grab a hot chocolate.
I nod at her in thanks and before I can walk away she says "I hope you get everything your looking for Venus. Happy birthday."
I look at her confused and mumble a quick thanks and get out of there. How did she know it was my birthday? I never talked to her before and she even knew my name.
Nevermind it's not that important she probably overheard it from someone who works here. I make my way up the stairs and into the hallway.
I open my door and then walk inside. I shut the door and sit on my bed chewing on the food. I love her cooking, she makes food for us everyday and always makes extra.
I turn on Netflix and start watching season 8 episode 16. It's the last episode of TVD and while I like the show it gets a little boring after the Mikaelsons leave. Katherine pops up and dies but Kai made it interesting and so did Silas but they all died which sucks.
They always kill do the good characters, and leave the annoying basic ones. I would chose Katherine over Elena any day.
I finish my food and keep watching the episode. I get to the part where Stefan sacrifices himself for his brother once again.
He dies with Katherine and I laugh and say "that's what you all get for trying to kill the Mikaelsons and killing Enzo."
I didn't really like Stefan or Damon, because Damon basically raped Caroline and everyone just brushed it aside. Sure he changed in the end but that doesn't make what he did okay.
Stefan hides his true self by drinking animal blood. He's judges people and broods, he never has fun and he judges people even though he's a ripper and has killed a lot of people too.
What I hate about the save Elena gang is, they always try and kill anyone who threatens Elena. They say they are the good guys but their not. They killed a whole bunch of vampires when they killed Kol, and they just didn't care at all.
Rebekah needed a friend and Elena daggered her instead of trying to befriend her. the whole mystic fall crew just sucked.
Don't even get me started on how the hell Matt Donovan lived longer than the ORIGINAL VAMPIRES. That made no sense he's a human and he outlived them.
The originals are supposed to be the strongest vampires but they get overpowered by humans and vampires who are younger than them. where's the logic in that?
I loved all the villains because I can relate to them. They all had terrible things happened to them and that's probably what made them the way they are.
Okay enough of my rant for now, I decide to rewatch vampire diaries again but from season two episode 8. When Elijah makes his first appearance.
I grab my sketch book and start drawing Elijah, I draw in my free time and I tried drawing Elijah and a few other characters a while back, it didn't look that good.
I start working on his face first and get his features right. I soon start working on his amazing hair and then after that I work on his suit because you can't have Elijah Mikaelson without a suit.
I finally finish and add a few more details in it. I look at the finish product and smile in satisfaction.
(This is not my drawing, it belongs to someone else and if I tried drawing him it would look terrible.)
I write on the top 'Noble Original' and put my work away. Once I look back up to the tv I see I'm still on episode 8. That's weird I should at least be a few more episodes in.
Maybe something is wrong with my tv, it's kinda old anyway? I try restarting it but it just ends up on the same episode. I then try to turn it off but it doesn't work.
Stupid old tv, it then starts playing by itself. Yeah because that's not creepy at all and totally normal. Whatever I'm really tired I'll deal with it tomorrow.
I put my drawing book, journal, phone, charger and a couple notebooks in my bag for school tomorrow morning.
I change into pajamas and shut the light off and get in bed. I close my eyes and just wish for a better tomorrow.
I fall asleep fast and if I was still up I would see the tv start glitching and I would hear someone come in the room and start chanting in Latin.
If I were still up I would see the nice lady who wished me a happy birthday from the mess hall. I would see her smile and hear her parting words to me.
If I were still awake I would hear her saying softly "good luck Venus, you will be getting everything you have always wanted and more. You will fix that world for the better and you will have a huge influence on the people you meet."
She walks out like nothing happened and starts humming a tone. She starts skipping away and to never be seen by anyone in the orphanage again.
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