Fear is something that strikes into people's mind.
But no one knows that I'm the one trembling with fear.
I don't know how much longer I can keep it up.
And there it falls, down my cheek a single tear.
Fear is something that scars your soul.
Fear is something uncontrollable.
It's something that you know you can't out run.
Fear is something undeniable.
I don't know how much longer I'll be able to keep fighting,
Fighting for somebody, when I can't even fight for myself.
I can't stand up for someone if I can't even stand on my own.
Fear is something that traps you and no one comes to help.
I try to be strong on the outside,
But on the inside I am weak.
I try to be normal for just a day,
But deep down I know I'm a freak.
I stand up for everybody
Hoping someone will stand up for me.
Hoping they help me through the day,
Hoping they set me free.
But they never do, they never notice me.
I have to stand here alone,
Shaking with fear deep inside of me.
If I'm alone they no one noticed.
What is fear?
Fear is that moment when you can barely breathe.
Often I find myself gasping for air.
Fear is the memories that haunt your dreams.
But then again some dreams aren't fair.
Fear is being scared and unable to move.
Fear hold the key to my heart.
It holds the key to my emotions.
Fear, yes fear tears me so far apart.
Fear can be many different things.
Some people fear the act of losing someone,
And some fear the act of being replaced.
Others fear of loving no one.
My fears are not being stable.
I fear the movement of the sea.
I fear commitment, because no one stays.
But the thing in fear most.
Yes, the thing I fear most.
IS ME....
IN NO WAY DO I SUGGEST SUICIDE.. it is not the answer.
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Poems
PoetryThe first poem i wrote for creative writing. The rest is my life and what I feel or what I think, so please don't judge. Thanks!