"Relapse means recovery"
Not when your relapse is an attempt.
I can't keep "recovering"
All it does is make me look weak.
I was just over the edge
Wanting to be dead.
I know people care,
But it isn't fair.
That I have to go through this.
I ask my therapist,
What did I even do to deserve this?
Why me? What did I fuck up so badly?
She always says,
"Nobody deserves this.
God thinks you can take it!"
Then why? Cause I don't want to be here.
YOU ARE READING
Poems
PoetryThe first poem i wrote for creative writing. The rest is my life and what I feel or what I think, so please don't judge. Thanks!
