Suffering

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Being here hurts me.
I'm staying for you.
I'm staying for them.
When all that  suffering is caving in.

Everyday at every moment,
I question my existence.
All the time every second,
I am suffering.

I struggle with day to day activity,
I struggle with breathing.
I struggle fitting in and being me.
I struggle cause I'm suffering.

I pray,
I breathe ,
I stay,
I suffer.

I stopped praying,
It's getting harder to breathe
It's harder to stay,
I'm still suffering.

No more praying,
No more breathing,
No more staying,
No more suffering.

Finally peace...
Until it starts again,
The pain, the fight,
The struggle...

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