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You don't care.....
You never have!
You act like it
but when we see eachother
Or talk to one another
Its like im the last person you wants to be around
and then whenever I do something to myself,
You say you care and you want to help....
But you dont.
You feel obligated to.

what the hell am I suppose to do!?!?!?!? 
I can't afford to get attached!
Cause if I break again
idk if i'll be able to get back up and shake it off...
I love you (as in friends)
but I can't fix this
And its tearing me apart....
I care
And I can't seem to shake it off.... all I can do is what I do.....
And that's shutting people out,
And letting the relief flow from my body..
I need to do something,
I need to save them from the darkness that consumes me..
I'm saving you.... all of you
by trying to save myself,
With what I do

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