Whips, Belts Chains, something the shape of an X, and more, all these things were staring at me. I stepped down the small step walking further into the room. His playroom? I ran my finger along one of the leather whips and turned towards him. "Y-You do this to other people...or they do it to you?" I'm not sure which answer I would prefer. None of this is normal. None of this should be okay. Should it?
"I do this to other people" He says his eyes focusing on my hand that is still trailing down the length of the whip. The leather burns under my soft finger tips and I pull my hand away. I look around the room for a second slowly wrapping my arms around myself. I feel as if I've stepped into a world I never knew existed and I don't know what to do. All I can do is sit here and hold onto myself and pray that I do not slip into the dark abyss that I have stepped into. "Say something...Please" Harry lifts his hand, to caress my cheek I assume but I step back. This isn't the time for his sweet gestures. Not now. Not when I'm so confused about what his intentions are.
"You're a sadist?" My eyes connect with his and he shakes his head.
"No, this room...Is more about your pleasure than mine"
I laugh "Pleasure? Nothing in this room seems pleasurable. You want this? With me?" I don't understand. Why would he want to hurt me? Is this some sick way for him to get his kicks? Why am I still standing here in front of his man, who has just pulled me into this...playroom as he calls it.
"Yes...More than I've wanted anything or anyone in this case I must say" His bottom lip is slowly pulled in between his teeth and I now understand why he hates when I do it. It's frustrating and very distracting. My thoughts have been clouded by this simple motion and I don't notice that Harry's body is now barely inches away from mine. "I promise you if you do this I would be devoted to you...and only you" His words tug at my heart and I know that he doesn't mean them in the way my childish heart wishes that he would.
"What would I get out of this?" I look up at him and he smiles a wicked smile.
"Me" I want him. God, do I want this man. "Let's go discuss this back downstairs. I can't think clearly with you in here" He steps back from me and walks to the door. I stand where I am for a minute taking in my surroundings once more. I take a step forward and follow Harry out of the room. He pulls out the same silver and red key, and locks the door. We start to walk down the hall and Harry stops in front of yet another room. I'm worried that it will be yet another playroom but when he opens the door I can see that it is a simple bedroom. "If you agree to this, this will be your room"
My room? "You expect me to move in with you?"
"Not full time no. Only on set dates which we will be able to discuss at some point. That's of course if you do agree to this..."
"I'm not sure I understand what this is" I admit and he shakes his head.
"Do you know what a Dominant and a Submissive is?" I shake my head no. I do understand what the words mean in a sense but I may not fully understand this definition of the terms. "I as the Dominant would want to show you, the submissive a whole new side of your sexual life...By having you surrender yourself to me. Giving me immense control over you and that wonderful body of yours" I can feel his finger tips brushing against my hip and I take a step away from him. I need to show some form of restraint even if I don't want to.
"Why would I stay in here? Wouldn't I be able to sleep with you?"
"I don't sleep with people. That night at the Hilton was a first for me but even then that was due to circumstance" He shrugs and I look over the small room yet again. "You don't have to agree to anything now. I can give you some time to think about all this. Come up with some of your soft and hard limits"
"How would I...How could I know what those are?" I look down at my hands feeling embarrassed to be asking him such thing.
"Well when you had sex for the first time, or any time for that matter was there something that you didn't like? Or something that you weren't willing to do or try?"
"I-I've never..I wouldn't know" I close my eyes for a second before opening them seeing Harry staring at me with wide eyes.
"Are you still a virgin?" I nod very slowly "I just showed you..." I gulp and he pushes his hands through his hair. "How? How do you do it?" His hands are placed on my cheeks and his nose is slightly brushing against mine.
"Do what" I breathe out. I can feel his breath against my mouth and I want to kiss him. After being with him in that...room I didn't think it was possible he could be gentle. But seeing him so gentle with me only makes me want him more.
"You must have men throwing themselves at you..."
"None of them I've wanted" He does his best not to smile but he can't seem to resist. He places his forehead against mine for a brief moment before picking me up, wrapping my legs around his waist in one swift movement. He is careful that my body isn't pressed against his chest but I attempt not to pay any mind to it. "What are you doing?" I practically pant
"Rectifying the situation"
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50 Shades Of Him (Narry)
Fanfiction{Book 1} I laid on the large bed while I watched a man I barely knew as he slowly undid his tie. He wrapped it around his hand his eyes staring into mine. "You're sure you want this?" I held out my wrists for them to be tied and nodded. "Yes pleas...
