The first time i came out was to my best friends(olivia,lexi,sally and maddy) in maths class when i was 15
I had a huge crush on one of the senior from our school and i had to tell about it to someone and im always the most comfortable arond my best friend so i told them first....I grew up in a very conservative republican household ,so i was forced to keep my identity a secret out of fear
They used to say"marriage is between a man and a woman"I carried a lot of Shame and guilt on my shoulders and kept my relationship a secret from my parents
For a couple of years i thought i was straight or a lesbian but then i realized i was bi
This crepped me out...the fact that i like both boys and girls and what others would say like "chosee one"
"You cannot date both"I came out to my parents when i just turned 19 "im bisexual " when i just broke up with my girlfriend with whome i was together for 3 years...
I was soo depressed that i thought i had nothing to loose
I was dishartened bit thir response
"Well if you want yo explore this way of life...then,ok"
"Welll.....it might juat be a phase"
But it could have been much worsePart of me was sad but a grearter part of me was realived cause i didnt ha to lie anymore..
And at the end of the day t most important person to come out to is yourself
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growing up gay
Genç KurguMy experience growing up gay and all if the trials,tribulations,misadventures and joy that came along with that qnd also not completely my story i spiced it up a bit 😂 wrote really small chapters because idk i just thought people like small chapter...