chapter 3

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The first time i came out was to my best friends(olivia,lexi,sally and maddy) in maths class when i was 15
I had a huge crush on one of the senior from our school and i had to tell about it to someone and im always the most comfortable arond my best friend so i told them first....

I grew up in a very conservative republican household ,so i was forced to keep my identity a secret out of fear
They used to say"marriage is between a man and a woman"

I carried a lot of Shame and guilt on my shoulders and kept my relationship a secret from my parents

For a couple of years i thought i was straight or a lesbian but then i realized i was bi

For a couple of years i thought i was straight or a lesbian but then i realized i was bi

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This crepped me out...the fact that i like both boys and girls and what others would say like "chosee one"
"You cannot date both"

I came out to my parents when i just turned 19 "im bisexual " when i just broke up with my girlfriend with whome i was together for 3 years...

I was soo depressed that i thought i had nothing to loose

I was dishartened bit thir response
"Well if you want yo explore this way of life...then,ok"
"Welll.....it might juat be a phase"
But it could have been much worse

Part of me was sad but a grearter part of me was realived cause i didnt ha to lie anymore..

And at the end of the day t most important person to come out to is yourself

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