chapter 5

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When i was 12 i transferred school and had trouble making new friends..i ended up being bullied quite a lot.i didnt have friends let alone anyone to have  crush on

I was accused of being a lesbian andit felt awful

A girl asked me"are you gay or something?do you have a crush on me,thats gross stay away from my dyke"
I didnt have a crush on her but i stammed and said "nnno....i like .....uh gerard?yeah"

I was soo bullied that one time ihad to excuse myself to throw up in the bathroom
I was miserable,but i still couldn't see why

And then when i was 14 i met dana,we were good friends and i thought she was the most beautiful girl ive ever seen

We kissed on a dare one sunner and i had never felt something like it

And i couldn't stop thinking about it and how much i wanted to hold her hand and go and dates with her and cuddle with her at night and tell her she's preety and play with her hair and .......

Waittt...Am i gay?

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