chapter 6

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Ad i ccepted my feelings for dana i started to confide in my best friends about my crush

I told then that i wished she was my girlfriend and tht i could kiss her all the time

Luckily my besties were really supportive but it raised an interesting question
"Aw cute,are you a lesbian or bi"
I used to say" what no...im not gay boys are great"

Being gay at 15 semed parmanen.......and i desperately hoped it was just a phase
But...the more time passed i realized i was bi but i wasn't ready to accept it

I loved dana but i knew i couldn't be with her

I knew i was bi and i wouldn't fit in with other girls,my family wouldn't approve,i am freak

"Maybe if i was a boy dad wouldn't be ashamed to be withh me" i thought
I was soo lost

I wish i could just go back to the lost girl an tell her "you're going to be soo happy someday i promise"

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