Always been you

Chapter 1

It's been a few years after the Tommy incident, and I thought I was forgetting about him. And I was, really. Until I got a letter in the mail, from, well, Tommy. When it arrived, I immediately started panicking, remembering what happened between him and I. I went inside and opened the letter slowly, getting ready, as if something would jump out from the letter and attack me. After I opened the envelope and took out the actual letter, I started reading it.

After I read that letter, I felt as if the whole world just shattered. As I was reading the last phrase, tears started dropping onto the letter, smudging the words I would want to see forever. 

I still love you, Y/N. 

The phrase kept appearing into my head, replaying in his voice every time I re-read it. That was enough to get my car keys, and leave. Leave, and go. Go, to him.

God knows how long that car ride took, but it was enough for me to text him to meet me at the park we always went to. I don't know how, but he immediately saw the text, and replied with "Ok". 

I arrive at the park, and I see him there. I see him waiting for me. My heart was pounding harder and harder. It felt so loud, I thought you could hear it.

"Tommy..."

"Y/N!" He says as his head turns towards me and he gets up, quickly going up to me and engulfing me in a hug, but then quickly letting go of me. "Sorry- I - Uh... I assume you got the letter?"

All I could do was give a slight nod. I didn't know if I should be mad , sad, disgusted. I didn't know what to feel. I probably felt one of the worst emotions you could feel in a time like this. I felt happy. I don't know why. I actually do know though. After I left, I stayed up all night every night thinking about him. Thinking about what I did wrong. Why he would do such a thing to me. I wanted to text him every day. Tell him I miss him. That I'm sorry for leaving. That I'm sorry for not letting him explain, but I couldn't. I didn't want to. I didn't allow myself to. I didn't want him to think of me as weak, so I just, kept quiet. When I got that letter, I actually felt happy. Deep down in my head, I knew he would find a way to contact me, and he knows I would too. Even if it meant buying a helicopter and flying to the other side of the world, he knows I would do it, and so would he.

"Y/N, I'm sorry. I know you're mad, and I know you probably don't want to talk to me, but I, I cant live without you! I can live with knowing the fact that you probably hate me now. Please, you don't have to fall in love with me again, just forgive me. Let me know I'm not hurting you any more. Let me know you're okay."

"Tommy... You have hurt me. You have made me stay up and cry countless of nights. You have made me think I was a bad girlfriend, a bad friend and a bad person. But even after all that, I still loved you. I still loved that annoying laugh you make, I still loved all of your videos. I still loved all of your cringy lines about women, and how you get lesbians. I loved every piece of you. And... I ... I still do..." I say, as I look into his eyes. It starts raining and we both get soaked.

"God, this is so cheesy" I say under my breath

"Tell me about it.." he says as he leans in. 

We both lean in and close the gap we had between us. I could feel all of my emotions gushing back. All of the sadness I have accumulated over these years, all just vanish away. As if nothing between us ever happened. I wish for this moment to never end, and I wish for us to never break again.

I love him with all of my heart. Even in our bad times, I still love him, and I will never stop. I could never stop.

Tommy was my other half, and I was my first. We fit together like two puzzle pieces. Sometimes we do and sometimes we don't, but most of the time, we do. 

This man, he was my soulmate.

He was mine.

A/N: This story is not mine! It is another authors! Her name is @graciedont. I have asked for permission to continue this before actually doing it. I hope you guys enjoy, and just so you know, it wont have like 50 chapters. Most like somewhere around 10-15. Remember to drink some water, eat some food and sleep or I will hit you with a spoon!

Bye Love youuuu!

Link to the OG fanfic:

https://www.wattpad.com/story/261138026-always-been-you-tommyinnit-x-reader