He Wants To Be Like Her

Chapter 6

Mainet..
Like someones burning me..
..
at first it was just fine..
but..
.. god ! its starting to burn me !
i shouted so loud for help.
but its like i'm all alone..

"KILL THE FIRE !! PLEASE !!!! KILL IT !!" i cant last longer ! it was so hot ! they are burning me!
am i in hell ? patay na ba ko ?

"AHHHHHH ! ITS BURNING ME !" there are so many voices, i can't hear them properly.
it was like screams, pleads, and whispers.

i screamed and screamed but it was like i'm mute.. it was empty screams..

and then i felt..
like someone is shaking me.
"WAKE UP ! WAKE UP MELLISSA !" the voice makes me feel safe..
now i was under the water..
and the voice was up there.
..
so i tried to swim..
someone is pulling me down.
but i am stronger.
..
i can see the light from the clear blue sky..
..
i opened my eyes..
and i see the most wonderful creation ..
perfect face.
..
"Can you see me ?" he asked..
and i smiled. unknowingly..
"That is my nightmares... Sorry, ive let you see it" he said.
i was like a dumb by just looking at him.
"Now you're staring at me" he smiled.. he looks so perfect.. like he was a roman god.
"Come on, i'll help you up.. at first you'll fell weird. but later, you'll probably hit me" he help me sit.
i was on a bed. in a room.

this is our school clinic right ?

"Yup, this is. Hindi kasi kita pwedeng iuwi sa bahay ko." my forehead ceased. why would he brought me home ?
at bakit nya alam ang iniisip ko..
"Because were connected.. do you know what i am?"
i eyed him.. his a guy , with a gorgeous face.. a human. thats absurd. asking for something so obvious..
"you're wrong" simpleng sabe nya.

i really don't get it..

Is this some kind of joke ? bat nababasa nya ang iniisip ko.

i try to stand, pero....

parang umiikot ang palagid ko..

shit !

wala akong maalala..

and i feel weird.

parang may kakaiba saken.

"come, mas madali pag hawak mo ang kamay ko" he said.

tiningnan ko ang kamay nya na nakalahad saken, at tumingin din ako sa mukha nya..

he has golden eyes, and perfect features..

like his drowning you into something so deep.

kukunin ko ba?

should i take his hand?

 he smiled at me, that was nice. i thought.. he give me this kind of feeling that i'm safe with him.

so i put my hand above his hand.

it's cold..

like an ice...

bigla nya kong inikot..

at binuhat nya na parang bata.

"uhmm.. i can walk" i said.

he chuckled, and said "no you don't" there's amusement in his voice..

and his eyes, para kasing di naman yan ganyan, when he first come here.

it was kind of dark before.

but i discard the thought..

nothing matters now, it's only me and him..

"i'm glad, you can feel it"

"feel what?"

"my emotions, whenever you're beside me"

my forehead ceased..

what ?

is he talking about ?

i was stunned sa sunod nyang ginawa..

.

.

he kissed my head..

his body feels so cold, yet it was so inviting for me..

and that kiss..

.

.

.

it feels so ... unreal..

..

"this is the ............... real me"

*** (all i ever wanted - john tyree)

*slow down , make it last

i'm having the time of my life

and take your photograph

i don't wanna leave this behind

what seems so out of reach

we're holding it right in our hands.

let's give up everything..

let's jump in never look back..

Pag labas namen ng pintuan ng clinic...

..

the place was transferred into some kind of fairyland...

where i am ?...

i was like a kid... that i felt my eyes are sparkling because of this place i'm seeing..

..

he put me down..

and let me stand on my own.. but never letting my hand go..

so i look at him..

and he grip my hand slightly.. like reassuring me for something..

"this is my world" ... he whispered..

.

.

*This is all i ever wanted

but life got in my way

you're all i ever wanted

i didn't see how it would change

that something was missing until today..

...

the place.. this place..

yung parang sa mga story books mo lang makikita..

isang mundong ni sa guni-guni ko ay di ko maiisip...

how come that i am here?

..

i started walking..

while holding his hand...

there are so many butterflies ,, believe it or not..  there's unicorns..

 like i was dreaming again..

inikot ko ang mga mata ko sa paligid..

dumapo ang mga paru paro sa ulo ko,,, not knowing i raise my other hand.

at pumunta sila don,, na para bang sumasayaw sa palad ko.

....

"they like you"

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HELLO ! :)

Sorry matagal ang u.d po ..

busy eh..

ayy ! sa mga college sa ng n.e.u ! hanggang May pa ang pasok !

hahahahaha... kawawa ang mga college :)
- Dyosa