psycho

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tw-mentions of rough sex (bondage and degradation), scary thoughts

spencer's pov
i spent about 80 days in jail. usually i would know exactly how many seconds but i just didn't care. i lay home in my own bed for the first time since the day i got arrested. the team was planning a welcome home party for me but y/n was coming over before the party. i rlly liked y/n and i've had fantasies about for awhile, just normal sex stuff, until prison. once i was in prison my fantasies changed i started imagining tying y/n up and fucking her so hard she's stupid.

prison made me have bad thoughts, now everytime the team would tease me id wanna hurt them, even y/n. i love her and she's so cute and innocent but prison made me wanna ruin her in every way and i'd never thought like that before. and it scared me.

y/ns pov
if i'm being honest with myself i was kind of scared to go to spencers apartment, i've been there before plenty of times but he's just seemed so cold lately it's scared me. i don't think the rest of the teams noticed it yet but me and him are different.

we used to have dance parties at his apartment where we would yell-sing into hairbrushes, i taught him how to use chopsticks, we would sleep in each other's arms, we'd make each other laugh until it hurt but he's different now. anytime morgan, like or any of the random police officers would flirt with me at all spencer would give them this huge death glare i'm surprised he didn't combust right there. he does it for teasing too, anytime morgan teases him he looks like he wants to hurt him, well whenever anyone teases him including me. spencer wouldn't actually hurt me though i'm his bestfriend.

the team decided to have dinner at rossi's then we go to a bar. the last time me and spencer went to a bar together he woke up with morning wood, he doesn't know i know.

finally after that long drive of overthinking i pull up to spencer's apartment and knock at the door. he opens the door with a smile. there's the spencer i missed.

"hi spence so we're going to rossi's for dinner then out to a bar and oh dereks gonna come, he misses you!" he made a face when i said derek.

"shouldn't derek be with savannah?"

"she's out of town, what you can't handle both your besties at once," i joke around.

"i'm not a child y/n i can handle a lot more than you think," he snaps back at me.

"spence, babes, it was a joke, are you okay?"

"i'm just tired of the way you guys always treat me, you act like i'm a child and it's really funny coming from you, we better get going," spencer rambled out quickly.

i just frowned, i didn't wanna keep arguing with him. i didn't understand what he meant by the me part, honestly i just didn't understand why he was being so mean.

spencer's pov
i heard a knock on my door and jumped up knowing it was y/n. she told me morgan was coming and i couldn't control my anger. whenever morgan and her are at the bar together he gets way too touchy. does y/n really think i'm a child?

she looked so sad after i snapped, i just don't want morgan touching her like that only i should and god do i wanna touch her like that right now. her dress fit her curves perfectly and it was lavender, my favorite color. i wish i could just rip it off her and make her cry from a mix of pleasure and pain. okay tone it down spencer. my thoughts haven't been in control i just think anything there's no control anymore.

as she turns around to walk back to her car i notice the back of her dress is mostly naked just with little straps, she's so beautiful.

the only noise in the drive to rossi's was almost silent except for the radio. usually y/n would ask me a million questions but she seemed sad and i think it's my fault so i didn't push it. i'll talk to her when were at the bar. and finally we pull up to rossi's huge mansion. she looked over and smiled at me before getting out. my heart fluttered at the way her big pink lips smiled at me.

a/n-hi i'm so excited to write this i'm in love with story already, if you guys have any recommendations comment them anywhere or dm me! the next chapter will be a lot longer bc it's gonna be dinner at rossi's and the bar or i might split it up idk yet but i'm gonna write it rn! have a good day and i love you ❤️❤️