Twenty

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I finished putting my belongings in their respective suitcase. I sighed, letting the sound fade into the silent room. I looked around, for the last time I would see that old room that kept so many secrets that we live.

When I go out, I observe the piano, the one you gave me on my birthday, the one you heard playing every afternoon.

I've been in love with someone for so long that I feel like I just wasted it.

That person has always been, and probably will be, you.

I wasted my life and wasted what little I could love. I wasted what little romance I could give and wasted all my tears.

Because I'm dry, I can't cry anymore.

I will not give you a smile, nor will I ever dedicate an 'I love you' to you again. Because I will stop feeling it, I will stop suffering.

I've been in love with someone for so long that I feel like I just wasted it.

That person has always been, and probably will be, you.

I wasted my life and wasted what little I could love. I wasted what little romance I could give and wasted all my tears.

Because I'm dry, I can't cry anymore.

I will not give you a smile, nor will I ever dedicate an 'I love you' to you again. Because I will stop feeling it, I will stop suffering.

I won't see you again, I promise.

Because while you sleep and put on that precious angelic expression and force a last sigh in love, I kiss your forehead and caress your red hair.

It's a farewell, although I knew perfectly well that from the beginning it had to be that way.

From the beginning, we never had a story.

From the beginning we were destined for failure.

I love you I hate you. Even if you never feel the same.

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