Shattered.
But how?
Time.
After time.
Of being betrayed
and hurt.
Emotionally, mentally.
Why don't you had physically to the list too?
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Why
why do i feel like this?
Where did the little girl go that was happy
and optimistic
joyful, even.
Where?
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Emotions.
Bottles.
inside of you.
Filled to the brink.
overflowing.
waves.
crashing down.
on the wall you've built around your heart.
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Coping.
Staring.
At words.
On paper.
Sitting alone in your room.
Being enveloped.
By characters.
Who don't exist.
Loving them.
But will they ever exist?
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Hurt.
"You don't matter."
"Nobody cares about you."
"Nobody ever will."
I just stand there
Staring.
Pretending it doesn't hurt as much as it does.
Being told that by some i care about and love.
I guess it's true.
RIght?
