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Hey guys sorry I haven't updated but I just wasn't feeling well but I'm back and better anyway enjoy
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Mackenzie pov

How did he find out mom.I whispered

I don't know sweetie.she said looking at me face in a frown eyes puffy and red she's been crying none stop

Mom I'm going to be fine.I reassured her

I know.she gave me a small smile

Well I might as well- I was interrupted by a knock on the door

I got it.I smiled I got up and went to the door I slowly opened the door to see five red and puffy eyes Zayn ran to me and hugged more like squeezed to death but I didn't care I can feel his pain but he feels like he just lost his whole life and I can understand that if the shoe was on the other foot I would do the same thing

Is it true.he whispered I nodded and he signed and let go he gave me a small smile and I wiped his tears away.

Zayn I'm going to be fine,I can beat this.I whispered

You will beat his your strong.he reassured I smiled and looked over to Liam he was tensed and shaking like he was about to burst

Liam-

How could you keep this from me.he yelled

I was scared Liam I didn't want to make you unhappy and you were so excited to be on tour I didn't want to mess that up.I whimpered

I don't care you said you were fine when you weren't you had me thinking it was just a headache or a damn back pain not knowing it would lead up to fucking cancer.he shouted

Liam.mom whispered

No mom he's right it was my mistake for caring about my own bothered feelings that I'm just a screw up and  that I was meant to have this cancer.I cried

Mackenzie-

No Liam it's true I was probably supposed to have this cancer so I can make everybody life happier and easier and so I wouldn't make anymore mistakes.I yelled

Mackenzie stop it.just fucking stop it you weren't meant to have anything you and Liam arguing won't solve any fucking thing,you saying your going to die is damn crazy your not leaving us.Zayn yelled I was stunned Zayn has never been this angry before his buttons must have been set off by our outburst

Mackenzie bestie what's wrong.Sabrina said coming downstairs followed by Christina and Adrienne

Nothing.I whispered

I think you need some rest.Adrienne said I nodded and looked at Zayn he kissed my head and whispered"I'll call you later" I nodded and looked at Liam before slowly walking upstairs.I opened my bedroom door and slowly walked over to my bed

Adrienne I just don't want them to be mad at me.I whispered

There not mad at you there just stressed which you do not need to be know go to sleep.she whispered I nodded and she walked out of the i turned off the light and went into a peaceful sleep


Y'all I have a plan how the ending gone turn out so get ready for the tissues sorry for short chapter

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