sick love

hospital

Sorry wanted to kill myself long story anyhow enjoy
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Zayn pov

Why why why

That's all I could think of was y would she say that like it was her last words no it can't be her last words she can't leave me.right now I'm sitting in the hospital waiting room waiting on the fucking doctor me and Ms.Payne and the boys.the doctors comes in with a unknown expression

So.Ms. Payne say

She's lost a lot of blood and she hit her head pretty hard and the cancer is spreading fast I can't stop it and I can't slow it down I'm afraid she might has to go to a treatment I'm sorry .he said

Don't give me that I'm sorry bullshit. She just can't die like this this is not the end.I growled

Zayn mate she will be alright. Harry said

Zayn sweetheart it's for the best.Mrs.Payne said

She can't leave me.I whispered

She won't I promise let her get better. She said I nodded and looked at the doctor

Is she awake.I asked

He nodded

Can I see her.I said he led me to the room I opened the door and I just wanted to scream and cry because of what I saw she was so pale so fragile.she looked over at me and it took my breath away she smiled.

Hey.she whispered

Hey beautiful,how you feeling.I said

Better now that your here.she laughed I chuckled but then started to get serious

Whats wrong.she said

The doctor said that the cancer is spreading a-a-and you have to go to a cancer t-tr-treatment.after I said that I broke down into her arms she hugged me and rubbed my back.she lifted my head up and her face was red from the tears and so was her eyes

I will come back healthy and beautiful for you-

Your already beautiful.I smiled I leaned down and gave her a kiss not lust but full of hidden emotions love

That night we cried and kissed each other and talked till we fell asleep

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So that's everything.I said

Yep.Mackenzie said

You know it was like yesterday I was on a plane leaving you know it's your turn to l-

Zayn don't. She said she went went her friends and they we're laughing and talking then it got emotional they shared there hugs then next was Harry,Louis,niall,Liam then her mom then me

I see you in a couple months right.I said

Right. She said

All passengers that are broading to America please broad now

Thats me,I gonna miss you we're going to Skype,text,call- I cut her off by a kiss

Everyday.I finished she had tears coming out of her eyes

I love you.she said

I love you to.I said

Saudade.she saids

Retrouvailles.I said

American board

Bye everyone.she said waving we all started waving the girls we're crying on the boys shoulder i had my arm on Mrs.Payne shoulder she was crying as we watched her get on the plane she turned around one last time waving and blowing a kiss and getting on the plane

Zayn sweatheart are u OK.she said wiping the tear that fallen from my face

Yea let's go home.I said we walked back to the car got in and headed home

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