sick love

Reading the diary

Hey guys I'm updating cause I'm bored and I just really miss this book but anyway enjoy oh and I'm on my iPad

Mackenzie pov

I was sitting in my room with zayn cuddling and watching tv I had the diary in my hand I wanted to read it so bad but I'm scared of what's in it but I guess I want know until I try

Zayn I want to read it but I'm scared.i whispered

You want me to read it for you.he asked I nodded and handed him the book he opened the book and started to read from it

Dear Mackenzie

Hello baby girl you may be eighteen years old you grow up so fast I'm so proud of you but remember if anyone dare hurt my little girl I will hurt them but I wrote this to show you all of the secrets your mom disagreed on it but I got her to agree on it so I started to write at home at work everywhere but doing this time I had got real sick cancer as you may say cancer runs in my side of the family went to the doctors and they said only a miracle could keep me alive and I did have miracles you and your bother I have something to fight for and if you ever get cancer I hope you don't but if you do I pray that you have something to fight for-. Zayn turned and looked at me and smiled he turned the page and continued

But lets hope it doesn't come to that point but I would like to meet this handsome guy lets just hope I do sorry not going to talk like that but baby girl my time is going to come one day whether you like it or not I'm not going to be there I'm sorry Mackenzie I will stop .I can't wait till your older you and Liam having kids my own kids having kids my grandchildren their going to be so beautiful I can't wait till they-.I closed the book and wiped my face I couldn't take it anymore it's like he knew what was going to happen

Zayn I sometimes think this happened for a reason.I whispered

It probably did love.he said

I miss him so much.I cried zayn hugged me and then he whispered sweet nothings in my ear to calm me down. I fell asleep in his arms

Sorry guys it's short but have to go but next chapter will be longer and she gets a little birthday treat anyway

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