Our Teen Pregnancy

Chapter Two- Feeling Weird.

Its been a couple of days and I'm still feeling weird... Maybe I ate something bad or its all in my head... I don't know.... Tony seems to think that it's all in my head or I'm catching a cold from the weather, but that always feels differently. I mean you don't just feel nauseous one morning from being sick and then feel fine five minutes later... But mom, always being overprotective, thinks I'm sick and kept me home from school anyways. So guess I have to lay on this couch all day not doing anything even when I feel fine, but hey at least I get a lazy day. Except I don't get a lazy day, im stuck worrying all day about what this is and why it's happening.

It's been about two weeks now and I feel the same way I did before so maybe it's just in my head. Tony is starting to worry about me. So far everything is different... I'm always nauseous, my stomach always hurts or feels weird, and now my period has stopped so I think something is wrong with my stomach or at least in my abdomen area, maybe I should go to the doctors. "Babe I think you should take a test..." Tony says with worry in his eyes... "Yeah I Know babe im going to schedule an appointment with my doctor to have them run tests on my stomach and abdomen to see if anything is wrong because there must be a cause for all of this." He picks up his phone ad turns it on while scrolling through something on his phone and touching his screen a lot like he's typing , he's probably on Facebook or playing clash of clans. "No babe not that kind of test, this kind of test... a pregnancy test..." That's when my face changes and my moods lose all control "WOAH WHAT?!?! babe I'm not pregnant! How could you even think that?" "Babe look, these are early pregnancy symptoms... you have all of these at one point or another..." he says while handing me his phone. I look and see a list, "Nausea, Sore boobs, Cramps and light bleeding, no periods, ... " There's more, but I stopped reading after those. I can't believe this, could I be pregnant? I've had all of those and one point or another... oh crap...
So we go out to get a test and instead of getting just one we got four, we went back to the house and took them while nobody was home. I only use three out of the four because this isn't my first time peeing today so i'll use that tomorrow morning to make sure because I read online that the first one of the day is the one your supposed to use, who knew? Well we bought two of each kinds, there were only two kinds, a blue box and a purple box. He pulls out two purple boxes and a blue box for us to use. I don't even bother reading the directions on the box and I just go ahead and take them all, I can't even look at it when the three minutes are up, but Tony tells me I should, that we should look together. We look and just what I had expected... positive... great... now what do we do... Tony sees that it's positive and he sees the look on my face, but his reaction is so much different, so much better. He picks me up and swings me around and around and has the biggest smile and grin on his face I have ever seen. He's so happy and excited, but why? We're going to be teenage parents, all of his freedom and time has to be dedicated to us now. Why would he be happy about that? "Babe why are you so damn happy for? Don't you realize what's going on... Do you know what we've done and what we have to deal with now...?" "Yes, Babe I know! Question is, do you know? Because there's still a frown on your face!" What the hell is he talking about... more important question... what the hell is he on... "Babe we get to be parents! We're getting a baby!! Our lives aren't ruined, they're just beginning! I get to watch your belly get bigger and bigger until it's huge because my little man or baby girl is in there growing. This will be a great experience just watch babe, I promise you that we are going to love, dedicate, and cherish everyone of these precious moments for the rest of our lives and I can't wait to start. We're going to go shopping, decorating their room, showing them off around town while mommy dresses them up so fancy and cute. This is just the beginning babe and this is our lives now, we have the chance to accept it and take it with pride and happiness, or be mad and upset about this and live in regret and in denial. I'm choosing to accept it because I have always wanted to be a father and have a baby with you and now I get to. This is what I've always dreamed of my life being and I love it. I love you and I want this to be the best thing that has ever happened to us." I can't even think right now, he is so right about all of this. God why does he have to be so damn perfect, but there's no way I'm going to complain about that at all. I have tears in my eyes from crying happily while I say this "I love you too babe. So well then what are you waiting for? Let's start planning!"