𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 || 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠

chapter six

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it's been 7 days.
today, I woke up at 7:51am, crying.

I'm finally realising it.. I just fucking realised. how did I not notice this earlier?..

crying. of course I noticed that...

I told myself multiple times that I'm probably just not feeling well.. that I've just been having bad dreams recently, but that's not the case.

because that doesn't explain why I've been constantly waking up a minute after the day before.

seems like weird coincidence, but I don't think so.. my guts grow nervous..

I tried to recall every single detail about what had happened during these past few days as I note them down.

7 days, I repeat. today's the seventh day.

I'm becoming more and more scared as I have no idea if anything is going to happen or when it's going to happen... what if it's a countdown to something??.. or maybe I'm just being paranoid and in reality everything will be perfectly fine. I have. no. fucking. idea. it's really ruining me. this stupid thing.

I've always hated life but now I hate it even more. but.. minho has been here for me. just him being near me, makes my day. him existing is helping me. the way he smiles, giggles, walk, blink, talk, wave, everything about him makes me feel better in some sort of way.

maybe I do have a sLigHt crush on him but I promise it's just.. neutral? I don't know how to exactly describe it but, I don't like him just for his good looking appearance. him being himself naturally makes my heart skip a beat.

whenever I see him, it almost feels like there's a magnet that pulls us together... I imagine it as if our hearts have been tied.
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