𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐝 || 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠

chapter fourteen [2/2]

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It's been too long.. I've been waiting all day and all night but still, no texts from him.

my heart's beginning to ache so much but I have no idea why and tears won't stop flowing down my face, it's already 7:50 in the morning, almost a day has passed by since the last time I talked to minho.

It's day 15. supposedly, I'd wake up at 8am today.

I'm afraid I'm going to lose someone that I dearly love again. I've lost enough and I don't want to lose anyone anymore. especially not him..

I had and have to go through everything alone. I grew up in an amazing family. but suddenly one day I lost it all. I lost my parents. I lost warmth. I lost happiness. I lost my smile.

until the day I met minho, I've always felt lonely. I spent my days and nights inside my room, simply just staring at my ceiling until my body fails to work and decides falls asleep.

but after he came into my life, my world brightened up again. he made me realise that as a person we must learn to move on from someone that has passed because no matter how much we cry about it, they won't come back to you.

instead we must grow stronger, instead we must continue to smile so the 'someone' won't feel guilt. so they'd have the ability to say goodbye to the world without knowing that they're hurting you by leaving.

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someone's calling me. my phone.. laying beside me.

I grab it with my shaky hands and glance at the contact name. It's minho.
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