Changes ||Andy Fowler ff||

5 - "Chats and studying"

-ABBY'S POV-

I am sleeping, peacefully. All of a sudden I feel someone jumping on my bed calling my name and it's Kylie,

"Jesus what's wrong with you?" that's what I say in my sleepy voice, "you need to wake up, the others made the breakfast, we wanna know everything that happened yesterday cmon".

So I get up, I go to the bathroom to wash me and change and then I quickly go downstairs and Emily, Bianca and Kylie are literally all waiting for me in the kitchen.

"I hate being woke up, so I will not tell you anything", I say. "But we made you breakfast", says Bianca making her lovely cute face.

"Okay I give up, otherwise you will stress me with this story forever; nothing happened I mean it was a great night, he was kind and lovely, but that's it" that's what I say even if the thought that I wanted him to kiss me is torturing me.

"I can tell bu your face that there is something more.." Emily says. "Maybe, and I repeat MAYBE, he kissed me on the cheek and I wanted him to kiss me, like properly..but that's normal, he's a beautiful guy, everyone would have felt in that way" I then finally say.

"He is good looking but if you felt that, it means that you're physically attracted to him and you know that is something that doesn't happen often with you", Kylie says and I know what she means, maybe I'm finally moving on from my ex.

I started to feel nothing, to feel empty when he did what he did, and maybe Andy is making me feel something again..but that's exactly what scares me the most, I don't want to end up like I was one year ago, my ex really tore me apart.

-ANDY'S POV-

I am currently walking to a bar, not Abby's one, to talk to Amy and Matty about yesterday. They really want to know and I need a piece of advice.

When I arrive they are already there laughing about something that I didn't hear, I hug both of them and then they start to ask me "what happened?" "How did it go?" "Did you kiss her".

I decide to replay to Blancs first "Of course I didn't kiss her, just on the cheek, it wasn't even a proper date, and yeah I wanted to but it's too early, I don't want her to run away from me.."

Amy seems to understand what I am thinking at the moment because she says "you did the right thing, just know each other a little more first, but why are you thinking that she would go away? Was she feeling uncomfortable or something?"

"No absolutely not, I mean she thanked me, saying that she really needed to relax and have a good laugh last night, so I think that we both spent a great night... it's just that... I mess up everything and I know it's a bit early to say it but I don't want to do anything wrong with her."

That's what I say and then Matty adds "mate you have to stop blaming yourself for everything that happened, for your father that left you and for how the things with the band went because it's not your fault at all, you did your best and you have just started to create again your own life, so just be yourself and see what will happen, you have nothing to lose right?"

Matty was right, I am constantly blaming myself for everyone's that left me and I'm actually scared of staying alone, but they are here with me, so I guess that I just have to see what will happen.

-ABBY'S POV-

After the talk that I had with my friends this morning, I went to a lesson, then I start studying for an exam that I have in a week and I'm still here on my room with the books open.

Andy and I haven't talked since yesterday night, his last message was: <<I'm back home, sleep well beautiful x >> and my replay was <<you too Fovvsy and thanks xx >>

I don't know if I should write to him, I don't want to bother and I really have a lot to study, but I need a break anyway or I will lose my mind.

So I go downstairs to eat some biscuits and make me a tea when I see a notification from Andy on Instagram

Fovvs: <<Good afternoon Abs, I don't wanna bother just checking if you're okay xx>>

Abby:<<You don't bother at all dw, I'm just taking a break from the studio, I'm pretty stressed but that's okay, what about you?>>

Fovvs: <<I'm good thanks, apart from asthma caused by Teddy but it's worth it, he's so cute, btw what are you studying? I've never asked you that>>

Abby: << I go to psychology university and I have an exam next week; I'm sure that Teddy is a cute puppy but just be careful you know?>>

Fovvs: << I will I promise x That sounds really cool, I'm sure you will smash it, good luck with the studying, I have to admit that I miss that sometimes>>

Abby: << I get what you mean and I'm actually pretty sure you'd have loved the uni, but you didn't go to follow your dreams and that's a brave thing to do, not everyone will have done it; that choice took you where you are now and I'm sure that despite all, you don't regret it>>
I then add: <<Sorry for being this serious, it's because of the study I promise >>

Fovvs: << It's okay dw and of course I love being what I am now, and I'm eternally grateful for everything that the fans make me built, I just think sometimes how things would have been if I had taken other choices>>

Abby: <<That's totally fine, I do it all the time>>

Fovvs: <<Are you happy with your choices so far?>>

Abby: << I think I'm getting there yeah, I just need time to adjust to all the changes, being in a new city, new school, new and first job, away from my family and all of that, but hopefully I'll be able to do it>>

Fovvs: <<Of course you can do it and you're right, changes are not easy to deal with but maybe they are not always a bad thing>> then he adds <<I have no excuses for being this serious but I will let you study now I promise, contact me when you're done if you want okay?>>

Abby: <<No problem, I like talking to you so yeah I'll catch you later>>

Fovvs: <<Glad to hear that beautiful, same here x>>

We always end up talking about everything and I like that, I just didn't thing I would admit it to him that soon but I did and he doesn't seem bothered at all, so for once maybe I didn't say anything wrong.
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Author note:

This is a chapter just to understand how they are feeling, as always let me know what you think x

New exciting things coming soon I promise👀

(Oh and one thing, I'm sorry if the photo at the start of the chapter is posted on more then one slide, it isn't in this way when I put it so idk how to change it ahaha)

All the love x
Sharon x