Coping mechanisms

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Draco


I follow her up the stairs, still not really sure what was happening right now. I couldn't hear Pansy or her friends talking anymore, but I could faintly hear whispering, or maybe that was just the high still. I tried to detect any hostility in her walking, but she was acting as if nothing had just happened. Y/n unlocks the door, moving my hand from hers, to her hip as she walks in and shuts the door behind us. "Do you want to talk about this?" I ask, she shakes her head and starts undressing herself, I stand there in confusion, not really sure what I should be doing right now. Was this a trick? Was I going to take my clothes off and she would start yelling? "No, I don't want to talk about anything. I just want to have sex." She answers, peeling off layers until she's only in her underwear and a bra, she raises an eyebrow at me, the fool who was still fully dressed.

I hesitantly start undressing myself as well, waiting for her to suddenly get mad again and start talking, but she doesn't, she climbs back onto the bed and lays on her back, watching me, she rests on her elbows with one leg bent while the other lays out straight. I had a beautiful view of her body, but she wasn't seriously going to let me touch her after this, she was going to sit there and taunt me? Maybe not let me touch her as she sits there naked and entices me. "Hurry up." She whines impatiently, I tug my pants down, leaving us both in just our underwear. "I'll be honest, I'm so lost right now." I tell her, she opens her arms for me. "It's probably just the high." She answers as I crawl overtop of her, she closes her arms around me and holds me there, leaning up to my neck and kissing me softly.

I doubt this would make any more sense if I was sober, she was mad at me just minutes ago, and now we were going to have sex? Something we hadn't done in a while because she was mad at me...? The more I thought about it, the less I understood. I tried to think about anything that I could have said during the fight that would lead to this? Was she going to start talking about the twins or something the second we start having sex?

I brought back from my thoughts as she tries to get things started. Her kisses forced ripples through my skin and sent shivers over my entire body, sex while high sounded pretty good. I start slowly rubbing my hands over her body, we hadn't got to have sex in a little while, she twitches and shivers as I touch her, still working at my neck, I push myself between her legs and feel as her lips halt, she lets out a soft sigh. "Did you want me to find a condom?" I ask, not sure where we really left on the whole std testing thing either, she shakes her head. "No time." She answers, she was moving frantically, her hands on my back, pulling me in closer to her.

What the fuck was going on, she had only ever pushed for sex when upset one other time, and we got interrupted by Pansy, did she want to be distracted from this? I feel her lift off the bed a little as she unclips her bra, pulls it from her arms, and tosses it onto the floor with her other clothes. Her bare chest against mine feels so nice, she's so warm and soft. "Are you sure you want to have sex?" I ask, she sighs and drops from my neck, raising an eyebrow at me. "Do you not want to have sex with me?" She asks, that would make all of this so much worse, I can only imagine how much more angry and embarrassed she would be if I told her I didn't want to have sex with her. "Of course I love having sex with you, but I'm just really confused right now." I tell her, she places one of her hands on my shoulder and slowly runs it down my chest.

She slides her hand down to my boxers and slowly palms me, I shut my eyes as I try to concentrate on holding myself up and not crushing her. I really was interested in having sex, I was just almost scared about how it was going to go. I start kissing her, she tucks her hand back onto my back as I grind against her, why was I even arguing with her? It had been so long, that felt so good. Okay fuck it, I guess we're having sex. "What position did you want?" I ask against her lips, she sighs back, pulling me closer to her chest. "Whatever...just hard." She sighs back, her eyes shutting. But we just got into a fight over rough sex, fuck sake she confuses me.

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