This Time (Camila/You)

Chapter 15

(A/N): THAT PICTURE! Is (Y/N) outfit of the day, Enjoy 😊

Previously:

my mind was drifted with a whole lot of questions, but the main question is, who do I want to see first thing in the morning when I wake up? Who is the one whom I want to spend my whole life with? Who is the one whom I going to love through thick and thin? Who am I giving my whole life and heart to? Who is the one?

"Camila? Or Lauren?"

Your POV

The girls were on sound check while I was pacing through the dressing room like a maniac.

It's not about the heart-eyed emoji, I mean, sure I'm a bit jealous but HOW DARE HE TALK TO CAMILA LIKE THAT!? And not only that, Lauren didn't defend her... And it looks like she was flirting with him. FUCK!

"SO W- (Y/N), everything alright?" Nick barged in shouting but stopped when he saw me, I ran my finger through my hair, "NO I AM NOT! Some fuckboy insulted Camila and Lauren didn't defend her, AND SHE WAS FUCKING FLIRTING WITH HIM!" I explained practically yelling, they all curled their eyebrows looking at me confusedly, "FUCKING, Jordan.." I mumbled running my fingers through my hair again, "Michael Jordan?" James asked with widened eyes, "WHAT THE FUCK!?" We all exclaimed.

Seriously dude, what the actual fuck.

"Why in hell would Lauren flirt with Michael Jordan?" Nick slapped the back of James' head, "HOW SHOULD I KNOW!?" He shouted back rubbing his nape annoyingly.

I should be laughing at these two idiots but I just couldn't.. My head is burning that you could actually cook some eggs above it.

I shook my head eagerly, "chill (Y/N/N), maybe she'll explain herself later.." Kim looked at me, I sighed deeply as I took my beanie off.

My head was seriously burning, I wasn't kidding, it's giving me headaches, fucking hell...

I ran my fingers through my hair tiredly as the door opened revealing 4 panting girls, "hey babe.." Lauren came to hug me when I took a step back, "babe w-what's wrong?" She asked trying to cup my cheeks but I took another step back, "first, who's this Jordan dude? Second, why didn't you defend Camila? YOUR BEST FRIEND?!" My voice was a little bit louder than expected.

I know I shouldn't be shouting... But hell, I am BEYOND pissed! What do you fucking expect me to do!?

"(Y/N) l-let me explain.." She ran her fingers through her hair and took a deep breath, I looked behind her and there stood 3 other ladies.

Where is she?

Dinah was almost glaring at Lauren, "well?!" I asked not too angrily.

But boy do I sound pissed AS FUCK.

"I-I..." "Hey (Y/N)? Soundcheck.." Nick nudged me, I scoffed then left the room, "(Y/N)... I-" "not now Lauren." I said in a cold tone and shut the door behind me loudly.

Fuck this... I can't handle this, this is too much for now..

"Hey (Y/N/N)..." Nick looked at me with a worried face, "I'm... Just..." I sighed letting a year slip out of my eye, I wiped it immediately not wanting to burst out crying like a baby, "give me a minute Nick.. I.. Need, some time, alone.." I muttered stopping my tracks, "but we have so-" "I'll skip, I'll be fine just... Do it without me, I... Just need to..." I sighed again and took a deep breath, "we can't do it without you.." He said shaking his head, "Nick please... You can." I scoffed looking down, "(Y/N) We c-" "look... At least let me go to the restroom?" I asked politely this time, he sighed deeply and looked at me, "fine.. But be quick.." He said sternly before running off to the stage.

Sorry Nick... I lied.

"(Y/N)?" I heard a familiar voice along with few sobs.

Shit...

So I quickly ran towards the exit and ran to where I could calm myself.

I was sitting by the lake, with trees surrounding me, so I took the box of Marlboro.

Which I stole from Ed... Shhh don't tell him... I know it's bad but hell it serves justice for me...

I took a cigarette and put it in between my teeth, then lit it with my lighter, I let out the smoke I inhaled.

Sweet scent of justice.

I took my phone out and started playing some songs.

Of course I turned it to airplane mode so no one can call me, hehheheehehe....

I smoked a few puffs, sighing every now and then, enjoying the wonderful view in front of me, until I decided to get back to the venue, so I dropped the cigarette and stomped it.

"WHERE THE FUCK I- (Y/N)!!!" Kim yelled when she saw me, she ran towards me and started shouting at me.

I honestly didn't come back for this...

"WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU!? WE WERE LOOKING FOR YOU AND DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED WE ARE!?" She shouted at me, "oh wow you're worried?" I laughed coldly taking the Marlboro and popped a cigarette then putting it in between my teeth, she stared at me with mad wide eyes, "WHERE. THE. HELL. DID. YOU. GET. THAT!?" She shouted every single word, "doesn't matter, hey did you know that this is a metaphor?" I tried joking but she shook her in disbelief.

I don't even know what's happening to me.. I felt... Like I just don't give a fuck anymore.

"Who are you? Augustus Waters?" She said sounding pissed, on cue Nick and James saw me with the cigarette and gave me an angry look, "that's my fucking lighter.." Nick gritted his teeth, "oops, I'm sorry Nick.." I forced a nervous smile, "you said you were at the toilet.." He mumbled, "I lied I'm sorry ok?! Can we just get over with everything now?" I asked running my hair through my fingers, they let out a deep sigh but just nodded.

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"THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMING!" I shouted through the mic, "WE'RE (Y/BndN) AND WE LOVE YOU! GOOD NIGHT!" We all shouted in unison, I went off the stage and put my guitar down, I heard some girls laughing and realized it was them, so I ran towards my dressing room.

I distant myself from everyone but I got bored so I decided to just watch the girls on stage, I walked to the backstage and saw Shawn Mendes hugging Camila from her back, and that's when I felt this unexplainable heat that's crawling from my toes to my brain, frying it with the heat I felt inside me.

I can't take it anymore... Not another one..

I walked away and bumped into someone, I didn't say anything yet I just kept walking, "you're a fucking asswipe." His familiar voice made me stopped walking, I looked back and my expectations were right, "why hello there, Austin.."

(A/N): HELLO HUMAN! This was not my best chapter and honestly I don't know what I was thinking but here it is...
I hope you guys liked it anyways, thanks for reading. You guys are amazing <3 Ciao for now.