This Time (Camila/You)

Chapter 8

Previously:

Wait a minute, it tasted familiar tho. HOLY SHIT! I pulled away immediately shooting my eyes open and stared at the wide-eyed brown orbs, HOLY FUCKING SHIT.

Camila's POV

I decided to talk to (Y/N) about my feelings for her, yes, I have moved on, but everytime I see her, these stupid butterflies will always fly around inside me, and I just couldn't shake them off, I realized that I'm still uncontrollably, utterly, yet insanely in love with her, yet when I see her with Lauren, it just breaks every single part of me. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard footsteps on the hallway, I peeked through the door and saw (Y/N)'s back facing me, I went out and slowly yet quietly walked towards her, shit why am I nervous? Get a hold of yourself Karla. I took a deep breath, well.. Here goes nothing.. I grabbed her wrist and when she turned around, she closed the gap between our lips causing me to gasp, but I got carried away by her lips so I complied right away as my hands flew to her chest and slightly grabbed her top, gosh I never wanted to stop. As I wanted to let our tongues battled, she quickly pulled away with her eyes wide opened, CRAP.

Your POV

SAY SOMETHING YOU IDIOT! "Uhhh... I-I..." I stuttered scratching my nape, "I thought you were... La-" "I know.." She cut me off as she looked down, GEEZ HELP ME!!!! WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO!!!!???? Sweet niblets! The inside me was literally screaming as the outside of me looked rather calm, I felt my palms were sweating as I breathed heavily, "I-I'm sorry.." "n-no.. D-d-don't be.." She shook her head stuttering still not giving me an eye contact, woah what? What do you mean by don't be, GIRL I JUST KISSED YOU! "N-no, really.. I'm sorry." I said bringing her face up to me, man her brown eyes are so..... Beautiful.

Camila's POV

No no calm down Mila, I leaned in her touch, oh boy.... SHIT word vomit coming right up, NO NO. "I miss you." Those words flew out of my mouth without asking my heart's permission but what the heck, it felt right saying it, but I shot my eyes open knowing that I just said it to her, she looked shocked so I looked away shyly, OH MAN.

Your POV

"I miss you." Her words gave me goosebumps, I don't know if I should be happy or angry or whatever, but fuck, I do miss her a lot too. "Cami... I-I..." I started talking but my mind was empty, no words could escape my mouth, there's only one thing to do,FUCKING FUCK ME. I grabbed her waist and pulled her in a kiss, in a loving passionate way, then again, she was shocked but so was I, but she cupped my cheeks and pushed me slightly against the wall, I groaned when I felt my back met the the hard surface, but we didn't stop, I don't want to stop, she licked my bottom lips craving for the familiar entrance which I gladly granted, I moaned at the contact of our tongues colliding, man I miss her, I miss this. "YOU IDIOT YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!" Part of my brain screamed, SHIT. I quickly pulled away and apologized once again, "why did you-" "Lauren. I love her." I cut her off, but I mentally punched myself from saying that, it's gonna hurt for sure, I looked into her eyes as tears formed in them, "I'm so sorry Camila." I mentally said, "do you miss me?" She asked, I looked away and thought of an answer, wait, dude tell her the truth, no! If you want her to forget you, push her away! "I do, but I don't love you anymore." I said giving her an emotionless face, my heart shattered into pieces when those words came out of my mouth. UGH fuck my life.

Camila's POV

"I don't love you anymore." That sentence echoed in my brain and I couldn't help it as my tears rolled down, but instead of crying, I felt rage rising, "is that why you left me!?" I snapped, her eyes widened at my sudden actions, "is that why you kiss Lauren every damn second in front of me!?" I half-shouted asking, surprisingly my rage could not cover the sadness I feel, so I burst into tears, burying my head on my palms.