This Time (Camila/You)

Chapter 11

Previously:

"(Y/N)!" They all shouted in unison, until it hit me, I knew exactly where to find her. "I know." That was the last thing I said to my bandmates before rushing towards the exit.

Camila's POV

"I'm sorry, but we're breaking up." Austin said through the phone, "w-why?" I asked holding back my tears, I gave him a chance, why would he do this to me? I don't understand. "Because I don't think it's working, I don't think you love me, I think there's someone else.." He said, I was speechless because it was half true, I do have someone else, but that person already has someone, I was trying to forget her by loving Austin, but it just won't work out. "Austin, I want to work this out." "I'm sorry Camilla." And the line went off, I felt broken, I literally don't know what to do, today's our first day of tour and I thought it would be fun but.... I couldn't hold back my tears so I cried and ran to a place where I could forget everything and could make me feel better.

I sat under the tree as I reminisce the good old memories, this place means so much to me because this is the place where I met (Y/N), I started crying because things happened the way I never expected, I hugged my legs and rested my face on my knees, I was crying endlessly, I didn't know how long I was here, I didn't care. *FLASHBACK* it was the first day of summer, and I was bored as hell, I decided to take a long walk on the beach since the weather was really nice, so I grabbed my iPod and earphones and headed out. While I was walking along the beach, I saw this beautiful spot under a tree so I decided to sit and chill, all of a sudden, "Thinking Bout You" was playing, so I started to sing along, while I was singing, I could feel a pair of eyes on me, I looked up and saw a cute girl looking at me as well, it wasn't creepy but the way she looked at me was like the way Brad Pitt looks at Angelina Jolie, or how Robert Pattinson used to look at Kristen Stewart, that look was full of admiration and love, I wonder was this love at first sight? She made eye contact but she looked away. *FLASHBACK ENDS* That day was one of the best days of my life because I met someone who changed my life, if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have the guts to join X-Factor, not just that. She was the only one who loved me like no one could, and now that I knew that I would never EVER stop loving her, I could drown in my own tears because I knew she'll never feel the same way for me anymore.

"Oh do you not think so far ahead

Coz I've been thinking bout forever"

I heard someone sang causing me to look up but there was no one there, that voice, that sweet voice that always make my heart melt, I wiped my tears and sighed, "I think I'm going crazy." I mumbled to myself, "that makes the two of us." I heard that voice again causing me to look up, "here." I looked behind and I saw that person I've been loving endlessly, "(Y/N)..." I sighed happily as a tear fell down on my cheek, she sat beside me and smiled wiping my tears, God that smile. "You're making everyone crazy Cami, we're all worried sick." She said as a sad smile slowly creeped to her face, "I-I-I'm s-sorry.." I sobbed burying my face on my hands, "hey shhh.. Come here.." I felt her arms wrapped around me pulling me closer to her, I wish I could stay like this forever. With her. "At least I knew where to find you." She whispered in my ear hugging me tighter, I wiped my tears making her pull away, I missed her warmth immediately. "Don't you dare run off like that again you hear me?" She asked seriously cupping my cheeks, I leaned in the touch and gave her a nod.

Your POV
Damn this place... It gave me so much feels you know? This place means so much to me because I met that someone who stole my heart the minute her voice captivated me, jeez sometimes I wonder why I left her, maybe it was for the best anyways don't you think? "You know what..." I said as I wrapped my arm around her back as I felt her head rested on my shoulder, best feeling ever. "What?" She asked looking up to face me, I couldn't resist her cuteness, I mean come on.. Just look at her... "I miss hanging out here.." I smiled pinching her cheek, "with you." I added and kissed her nose, she scrunched her nose as pinkish spots started creeping to her cheeks, "me too.." She mumbled looking down as she played with her fingers, "I miss you Cami." Those words came out of my mouth without letting me consider it, it felt right but so wrong, I miss being with her, I miss being able to kiss her goodnight or just kiss and hug her every now and then, I miss calling her mine, but Lauren.... "(Y/N)?" Camila waved her hands in front of me, I hummed as a response and shook my head slightly to get rid of my thoughts, "I miss you too.." She said whispering as she leaned closer, her hands slowly cupping my cheeks, as our skin made contact, I felt shivers throughout my body, "I miss this.." She whispered before closing the gap between our lips, and I have never felt so alive. I slowly gave in and kissed her back, her hands flew to my neck to deepened the kiss as my hands found their way to her waist, the way our lips dance together, it felt so right, it was perfect, it's like her lips are made for mine, and only mine. Things started to get heat up when she straddled me, I couldn't help myself but let out a low moan, she seemed to enjoy it as she tugged my bottom lip with her teeth, God I miss this so much. Ever since Lau- LAUREN! My eyes widened at the sudden memory of the green-eyed Latina, "C-Cami.." I whispered pulling away, she got off of me quickly and ran her fingers through her hair with an apologetic look on her face, "oh my God! I'm so sorry (Y/N)... I-I.. Didn't m-m" "I'm sorry, Cami.. Bu-" "Lauren, I know..." She said looking down, "Cami, I didn't regret kissing you.." I honestly said, she looked back at me with teary eyes and a smile, a relief one I suppose so.. "Y-you didn't?" She asked sobbing a bit, I shook my head chuckling a bit as I gave her a hug, "so anyways... Tell me why you're here at the first place, not that I'm complaining tho.." I said jokingly earning a small slap from the petite Latina, "well.. I'm sure you know why.." She said with a sigh, then she rested her head on my shoulder with her arm hooked to mine, I smiled at her actions and planted a small kiss on her head, "I do.. Do you want to talk about it?" I asked looking at her, she kept her head down, "there's nothing much to talk about.." She mumbled, "(Y/N) am I not enough?" She faced me with a frown, I hate the fact that Austin made her doubt herself, I hate him. "Camila Cabello, you listen to me..." I said cupping her cheeks, "you are enough. Don't ever doubt yourself, he's the one who's not enough, you don't deserve a douchebag like him anyways, you deserve better, no.. The best." A tear dropped from her brown eye and I wiped them off, "you deserve to be treated like a princess, not a trophy nor a toy, you're so precious Camila, he should treasure you. You are enough, always. Don't doubt yourself ok?" I asked caressing her cheeks, "ok.." She nodded and hugged me, she pressed her head against my chest as she hugged my neck, I hugged her back and kissed her head, "shall we get back and rehearse? It's our first day today.." I said pulling away, "thank you (Y/N)." She said then shot her classy smile, which never failed to make me smile as well. She's really something you know.. "You're always welcome Cami.." I smiled and we headed back to the venue.

(A/N): HEY GUYS! Sorry it took time to update this, but hope you guys enjoyed it, this is not my best chapter and I'm terribly sorry. But anyways, CHRISTMAS IS JUST RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER!! Aren't y'all excited? Because I am!!! Hope y'all have a wonderful time with your love ones, Merry Christmas loves! Lots of love.❤️🎄 Ciao!💋