Countryhumans Oneshots (⚠️smut warning⚠️)

Finland x Estonia

Estonia was sitting on his bed listening to the noise his siblings were making elsewhere in the house. He was thinking about things he doesn't usually let in his mind. He had started dating someone a few months ago but they hadn't done anything serious yet. He felt a bit uncomfortable about thinking about it but he couldn't deny the fact that it was a normal thing and even a routine for other couples. But Estonia and Finland. 'What's wrong with us...' He thought silently in his head.

Suddenly a sound interrupted his thoughts. He had got a message. "Now what..." He said quietly thinking about some of his siblings but when he grabbed his phone, he noticed that the message was from Finland. He opened it: "Wanna see today?" Short and simple. Just like his messages always are. Estonia was just gonna answer "sure! When?" when he started thinking. He kept writing a bit longer and once he was done, he checked what he had written: "Sure, but I'm not really in a good mood today. I wouldn't mind if we weren't in public. Also I'd like to get out of this house for a while so I thought if I could spend the next night in your place...?" He sent the message and started waiting for the answer. It wouldn't be their first night together but maybe this time.. A notification again. Estonia checked the answer and guessed it right. "As you wish, Estonia. See you soon."

Soon Estonia was on Finland's door. He just opened it right away. There was no need to knock in his case. As he closed the door he boggled a bit when he noticed Finland was right in front of him. "Sorry, I was just gonna leave since... I thought I could have walked with you on the way here," Finland said. He clearly noticed he had accidentally startled Estonia. Estonia watched him and saw even a tiny smile on Finn's face. He smiled back, a bit nervously. "Well, I'm already here."

The evening got darker all the time as the two men were sitting on a couch and watching a movie. "You know Finn, I like you a lot," Estonia said suddenly. He wanted to show Finland his feelings somehow. Finland was quiet for a moment. He knew Estonia and he had gotten used to these phrases from him. "Yeah, I know. Sure I like you too," He answered with a surprisingly soft and calm voice. These were the moments when Estonia could see under the rough cover of Finland. And he was happy for that.

Suddenly Finland felt Estonia's hand on his thigh and he turned his sight down towards him. Estonia's eyes looked straight into Finland's owns and Finland could see how a blush started spreading on Estonia's face. As Estonia got closer Finland started feeling heat on his own face too. He knew what Estonia was up to. This wasn't the first time they would kiss so it wasn't a big deal to Finland. He leaned carefully towards Estonia and their lips met faster than Estonia expected. He was confused at first but then he closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling. Their lips moved against each other again and again. Estonia put his hand on Finland's shoulder and leaned his back down on the couch. Finland was above him while they kept kissing closer and more intensively all the time. Finland explored Estonia's neck with his fingers while he enjoyed the feeling of the other.

Then Finland got this feeling. He realized that this wasn't gonna be just kissing. Estonia's hand had found its way under Finland's shirt and explored his flat stomach now. As the thought about what was about to happen came into Finland's mind he started turning on. He felt how he started getting hard. 'No.. No, this is happening too fast...' He didn't say it out loud but his mind was full of contradictory thoughts. He didn't want to hurt Estonia but he couldn't control his body. 'Why do I have to have so much feelings!?' He thought quietly inside his mind.

Estonia got up confused since Finland had suddenly stopped. They sat separated from each other on the sofa and Finland looked at the floor while Estonia looked at him. "What's... what's wrong?" He asked. " Did I-"

"No, you didn't do anything wrong," Finland said quickly. He didn't want Estonia to blame himself. "Then why did you stop?" He asked "I thought you liked it..." He added a while after. "I did. Believe me," Finland didn't know what else to say. He wasn't good at things like this and he just simply didn't know how to tell Estonia how much he actually had liked it. "I... Maybe we should just go to sleep already?" Finland felt bad for Estonia. He felt bad for Estonia couldn't enjoy anymore because of him. Because he was too libidinous and his body too pushy.