Again - Larry Fanfiction

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After Niall's full of emotion and joyful mini concert it was Louis' turn and he was excited because it was the first time he was singing alone. In concert, he always had the boys with him in front of the cameras or people. Harry was also excited because Louis told him that he was going to sing something new and he was excited about it.

"Louis, we can get you darling." the woman said with a smile on his face. She was looking lovely and merciful by comparison of majority of Simon's employees. They were usually bossing around and they had no mercy on their face. But she had the sincere smile on his pretty, crinkly face and treating them very well.

Louis nodded to the woman with a returned smile and gave a breath. When he was about to go, Harry pulled him by holding his arm and kissed his forehead. "You will be great." he said and smiled. Louis smiled to him without saying anything and went to the stage.

He still had the bandage around his hands and wrists so holding the mic wasn't as easy as usual but still, he wrapped his fingers around them and hold the mic tightly. 

His first song was Kill My Mind which was probably one of the hypest songs he has written after the hiatus. He wanted to start with something good and bouncing. Even he was writing slow songs much more now, if he would released an album, this would be one of the singles. 

He smiled the boys dancing and crashing everything in the room with the song, he knew that they were trying to make him less anxious. But this mess probably would be a trouble to them after this thing is over.

His second song was Two of Us, his most precious and worthful song. He dedicated this song to his mother, he has written the song for her. It was a song that hard to sing, everytime Louis sang this song he was getting goose bumps and tearful eyes. He was feeling like couldn't keep going but he knew he had to. 

He closed his eyes with the chorus and the memories came back. The day he learnt riding a bicycle thanks to his mum, in their backyard. Or the day she supported him while he was singing even there was no one else to support. Maybe the days he face called his mom when they were still in the band, he didn't pass a day without hearing his mum calling him Loubear.

"Swear I'm gonna make you proud
I'll be living one life for the two of us." he sang for the first time. He saw Harry's smile on his pretty face, a proud one. He knew that he was making his mum proud now, at least he was hoping.

He started Don't Let It Break Your Heart, it was purposefully made after Two of Us. Louis loved the meaning of this song, he wanted to tell everyone that they should get going even life has it's own roughness. It was also about the time Harry lost his step-father and he wanted to tell him that it was okay because he couldn't told him nothing but only a simple i am sorry.

Harry loved this song too, Louis knew. He heard he was murmurring it a couple of times and even if it was a small thing, Louis loved hearing his song from Harry's angelic voice.

His next song was Always You which was basically he has written to Harry and he knew that too. For the whole song, he couldn't help his smiling like Harry. 

Louis always liked writing based on stories and it was usually based on his own story. And generally, it was all true. He went to Amsterdam with Eleanor and it was an unbearable an amount of time and even he knew Harry wasn't there he looked everywhere for him. Every time he went to a club, he went to outside or he went to a meeting. He pushed himself to believe that he saw his face but he couldn't because he wouldn't disorder Harry with someone. It was impossible. He had the unique eyes and hair with his little smile on his face. Even his walk was so familiar to Louis, he could have recognize it from feets away.

The next song was Fearless, again Louis was really proud of this song. He had to grew up really quickly because of the situtation he was in. They all did. But after he grew up quickly, he needed to grew more because he has a lot of people and he knew that he should be more stronger for the ones who stayed. But again, he never liked growing up. He always wanted to stay young, he always missed the times when he was the real him. He wanted to turn back to times when he saw Harry's big laugh and the sparkles of his eyes, the times Phoebe and Daisy fighting over a toy and the times he still could able to call his mum before he went to bed.