Scared Of Love

Chapter 12 she's a warrior

Note: song by demi lovto

Four hours later

I was in my room, sitting on my bed, writing. It was time to write out my feelings in a song.

I sat my pen down as my phone rang, mom

*phone convo*

Me: hey mom

Mom: Leah! How's my baby?

Me:hanging in there

Mom: babygirl, you know I wish I was there

Me: I know, I know

I rolled my eyes

Mom: what you doing?

I looked at my song book and and sighed

Me: writing

Mom: a song?

Me: yes mother

Mom: about Trent? *cheerful *

Me: no

I took a deep breath, knowing she gonna make me sing

Mom: let me hear

Me: mom..I'm not..done

Mom: I don't care

Me: but mom

I really wasn't ready to sing it

Mom: Leah Nicole!

Me: okay okay

I hate when she goes all middle name on me! Gosh!

Me *singing *: This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

*stops and cries*
Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fireYou can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

I finished and kept crying

Mom: oh Leah baby that's sad

Me: I know

Mom: but I'm so proud of you

Me: thanks mom I ain't done but i-- *hears a man on other line saying Pam baby hurry I'm hard for you*

Mom cuts her off*: coming! Umm that's great baby I gotta go mwah love you * hangs up*

I shook my head

Me: oh I love you to

I got up and sighed

My moms with a man?

I walked in the living room and sat by Trent

Trent: babe, you Alright?

I shook my head, looking at Terrell

Me: no, mom's with a man

Terrell stopped flirting with Amy and looked at me

Terrell: stop lying

Me: I ain't! I heard a guy calling her saying Pam baby hurry I'm *voice lowers * hard for you

Amy gasped

Terrell: what the fuck? She supposed to be working

Me: oh she working alright.. working it!

Amy: but I thought your mom didn't date because Robert

Terrell: me to

Me: she can

Trent: but why would she lie?

Then it clicked

Pam baby hurry I'm hard for you

I know that voice and who always said that fucking phase

Ooo! Drama ! Who could it be?

Her dad or Robert? Hmm