TAE POV.
After our session jin was in his deep sleep and here i was wide awake counting stars on the ceiling.
Regretting my decisions..
Regretting my life..
Regretting my love..
Regretting my weakness..
I regret it all.
How i hope jin would have understand my love for him.
It's really hard for me to stabilize myself. I know jin uses me..who am i to say when i allowed him to do so.
But it hurts
It hurts to hear him moaning else's fucking name when I'm the one fucking him.
He always does that... always at the end of our session...
He thinks I'm deaf to hear that...
"Jungkook"
"I love you jungkook"
He thinks i can't hear it..i wish i can't tho.
It feels like my heart bleeding...the pain is too much for me.
How i wished he knows... I'm also a human being..
I also feel the pain.
How i wish i could use someone... i even tried..but i can't.
I love jin to much to hurt him...I'm to weak in front of him.
But what about me?
...what about the pain I'm feeling?
I wish i could run away
I-I wish I could stop loving him...
I wish..i could move on
I wish my tears will be replaced by a smile.
I wish I'll end up soon.
Maybe one day...one day i will say goodbye.
*Ding*
I picked up my phone there was a notification and i opened it immediately.
????
Baby....😭😭😭
TAE-TAE
FUCK U HYUNG!!
How many times
should I tell you
not to call me that.
JOON-IE
YA!!
How can you say
that, you are my
sweet little baby
brother and
I love you
OK!!!🥺
TAE-TAE
Whatever -_-
Now will you
please tell me why
the fuck are you
messaging so late at
Night.
JOON-IE
Baby.....😭😭😭😭
Your hyung lost
his fingers.
TAE-TAE
WTF!!!!
JOON-IE
It's all because of
you fucker.👿
TAE-TAE
What the hell
did i do now?
JOON-IE
You are the one
who told me
'hyung don't be
weird, it doesn't
hurt that much,
you just have to
do it slowly..then
you can pick
up the rhythm.'
Rhythm my ass...
All of my fingers are
battling for their
precious life🥺😭
TAE-TAE
Don't be dramatic
Hyung...it's all your
Mistake. Who told
you to go to that
fucking kitchen and
Cut onions along
with your fingers.
JOON-IE
Now nothing can
be done?
Now fucking tell
me how to apply
bandaid.🥺
TAE-TAE
Aish!!!!
Wait.
TAE-TAE
https://youtu.be/eHxrmgjPiyTY
JOON-IE
what is this?🙄
TAE-TAE
Open the link
And watch it.
I don't have time
to teach you
'how to apply bandaid'
JOON-IE
Rude!!!!
🥺🥺🥺
TAE-TAE
Well not for me.
Ima gonna sleep
now bye.
JOON-IE
ya!!!
Wait
JOON-IE
u there?
JOON-IE
Hello...?
JOON-IE
Whatever!!!
👿👿👿👿
Goodnight fucker
Hope you have a
Worst dream
😈😈😈😈.
TAE-TAE
goodnight hyung!!
Wish you the same.
JOON-IE
🖕
i looked at my home screen it almost 3:00 now i should get some sleep now.
How i wish i could come out of my worst dream...
I looked at the person sleeping beside me
Hope I'll end this dream soon.
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LI-BORAHAE 💜
