Jin pov
"Hyung first listen to me...it wasn't on purpose...i know he wasn't sober but he literally begged me to fuck him and i wasn't able to stop myself and w-we did it. after sometime...i-i ran away from that place leaving him alone...i was afraid he will reject me. He had been calling me continuously for 3 days but i was afraid of what he was going to say."
Even though I listened to everything he said but there was only one thing running in my mind 'he fucked someone else'. What was i even expecting now....i tried to swallow my tears as i looked at him.
"What about you? Why dont you Call him?" I asked
"That's the problem here hyung" he looked down
"i had tried calling him but he is ignoring my calls...i know i should had picked his calls..but I'm regretting it now..i want to talk to him. I love him hyung." He looked like he is about to cry.
Well!!! guess I'm not the only one hurting here. Life has different plans for everyone... different from what we want....!!!
I looked at him... The fact he wants to cry for someone else makes me kind of weak. I just want to escape from here and run far away...very far..where i can hide myself well enough from those eyes.
"Please talk to him hung.. I beg you..!!!!."
"O-ok..." I whispered out... I don't want to help him... Well it's not helping him... It's just I smiler to stabbing yourself.
A sudden hug from him woke me up from my thoughts.
"Thank you hyung - thank you so much.... I knew you would help.. LOVE YOU hyung" Tears immediately started scowling down my eyes after hearing those words... I feel so terrible... That I just want to escape from everything.
"H-hyung are you c-crying? "
He looked at me with a bit worried eyes.
I immediately covered you my self...
"Oh!! No!!! It's not what you see.. Haha... Actually I have been having eye problem from 2-3 days... And I have an appointment with the doctor today... Ops!! Looks like I'm gonna be late...gotta go...bye." Wiping my tears I stood up on my feets ready to go.. But he stopped me.
"Hyung!!! Stop fooling me. "
I looked at him.
"What are you taking about"
" I knew your eyes are like this because of soap... I knew it when you rubbed your eyes after coming back from restroom... Why are you always hiding your problems. "
"Oh!! Yeah!!.."
"What? yeah!!... You should go to doctor soon.. Your eyes are a so red. "
"O-ok I'll get going then.. Worry for leaving you like this. " Without listening his reply I ran out off the cafe.
Guess this is my life..where I always feel left out...i feel sad.. When no one is around.. Nobody to comfort me... No where I can be?
Where should I go?
After saying this question the only person comes to my mind is....
TAEHYUNG!!
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