Jin pov..
I was on my way to the cafe. It wasn't that far. How i wished tae would accompany me but he had to attend some bitches party. He literally said me 'NO'..like what the hell...am i not important to him.
I was happy that jungkook called me...but i feel bad about tae's behaviour. Sighing to myself i looked at the cafe board "light Cafe" . A smile flashed on my face as i saw a familiar figure through the window. 'He looks cute in that black hoodie' saying that to myself i stepped inside the cafe...he immediately stood up and smiled when he saw me.
"Hyung" he smiled at me.
"Long time no see JK, how are you doing?" I asked
He gestured me to take a seat...to which I nodded.... taking his seat he answered.
"Not so good hyung!....that the reason I called you...i can't keep my feelings in forever."
'Oh! Me too' I gulped looking at him and whispered.
"Did you say something?" He asked as i shook my head responding 'no'.
"Would you like something hyung?" He scanned the menu focusing on the items written in there. He looks handsome even he is looking at menu.
"You know what i like" i said with a confident voice.
"Of course i do!!" He smiled at me as he waved his hand calling for a waiter.
"I'll get banana shake with blueberries and one chocolate shake with strawberry loaded, thank-you" the waiter nodded as he scribbled on his notepad and walked away.
I blushed at the thought of him knowing what i like..it's not like we just met...i know him..i guess forever. He's like my best friend who lends me his shoulder when things aren't going right.
"So hyung"
"Yeah!"
"I want to tell you something...hope you won't get angry...it really wasn't on purpose."
Now I'm getting nervous. Why would I get angry if he has feeling for me..and i wished if it was on purpose.
"What are you talking about jungkook...you know i can never get angry on you..you can say anything you want" i smiled at him.
"Hyung actually I-i-"
OMG this is so dramatic...he is proposing me...i once saw it in drama. Shit!!! I'm sweating... should I go to restroom first.
"Let me use restroom for a sec"
I got up from the chair but stoped when some words hit my ears.
"Hyung!! I love jimin!!!"
I stood there all froze...what did he say...he must be joking...H-he loves ji-jimin.
I chuckled to myself as i turned towards him.
"What did you say?" i asked as i took the seat once again.
"I love jimin" he said as he looked in my eyes.
There it is..i can see love in his eyes which is not for me.
"And why are you telling me this?!!" I know i sound a bit harsh..but i can't help it.
"Hyung!! Are you angry?" How can his eyes look so soft even he is hurting me.
"I need to use restroom" he nodded as i walked myself to the restroom.
I looked myself in the mirror...
'so it wasn't me huh
What did i expect...why the fuck did i expect'
I looked as my tears slipped slowly from my eyes..
'why the hell.. I'm crying...it was my fault..i shouldn't have over thought this situation...it was all from my side..im the reason for whatevers happening to me...how can i face it? How should i not get hurt? But at the end i have to face it even though i want to run away...i want to face it'
I washed my face wiping it clean.
I took a seat and looked at him sipping his banana shake.
"So what were we talking about?" I asked trying to sound normal and took my choclate shake and sipping out a large amount.
"Hyung! Did you cry?" Jungkook asked as he must have noticed my eyes.
"Aish!! What are you talking about...it was soap that went in my eye while I was washing my hands..that's the reason they are bit red and sore" i rubbed my eyes a little so that i can make him believe.
"So? Can you now explain me your love story?" I asked with a smile...he nodded but with a dull expression.
"Actually hyung!"
"Yeah?"
"We are not dating." He said with a low voice.
"B-but you said you love him?"
Is there a chance for me?
"It's one sided hyung...and i ruined it before starting"
"How?" I asked with a slight happyness in my voice which i guess jungkook didn't noticed. He said he ruined it...that means i still have chanc-
" I had sex with him and he wasn't sober that day"
"You did What!!!" I tried to gulp in the information.
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