(Kenji x female reader) camp Cretaceous- your here

part 14-kenji and the boys

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You wake up the next morning and groan realizing you have to hang out with Kenjis friends today.
You get up being careful not to wake Kenji. You change into this:

You do your hair and brush your teeth.
You hear Kenji get up and he gets dressed. He puts gel in his hair and brushes his teeth.
You go down to the kitchen, Kenji hands you a peice of toast and you take it reluctantly.
"Time to go" he says
Crap I still have h*ckys on my neck from last night You think to yourself
"They won't notice" says Kenji
"Wait did I say that out loud?" You say in embarrassment
"Yah" says Kenji smirking
You cover your face with your hands and You get in the car and the driver drives you guys to a neerbye park where you see Kenjis friends.
"Sup man" says one of the guys
They all look at you
"Is that the girl with the-"
One of the dudes starts but another one cuts him off
"Hi I'm Andrew nice to meet you" says one of the guys extending a hand
You shake it and look down
"I'm mark" says one of the others
"I'm john"
"And this is Danny" says Andrew pointing at one of the other guys
You wave and stand closer to Kenji
"Why did you bring her" says Danny to Kenji
"Uh- i- because I wanted to" says Kenji
"Not cool dude this is guy time" says mark
"I can go home if you'd like.." you say
"If you want to you can, but if you try to you know what I will cry" says Kenji
"Ok ok I won't" you say putting your hands up
You kiss him goodbye and start your walk back home, kicking rocks as you walk
"Nobody wants you there"
"They shooed you away"
"They don't like you"
Tears stream down your face as thoughts run through your head
You felt humiliated in a subtle way that you couldn't describe
You felt rejected
You arrived back at Kenjis house and went up to his room.
You changed into this:

You crashed onto the bed and went onto your music app. You played a song
*Listen to song I put now*
Lyrics:
Are you insane like me?
Been in pain like me?
Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that mother fucker down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?
Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?
Do the people whisper bout you on the train like me?
Saying that "you shouldn't waste your pretty face" like me?

And all the people say
You can't wake up this is not a dream
Your part of a machine
You are not a human being
With your face all made up
Living on a screen
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline.
(Oh-oh-oh-ohhh)
I think there's a fault in my code
(Oh-oh-oh-ohh)
These voices won't leave me alone
Well my heart is gold and my hands are cold

Are you deranged like me?
Are you strange like me?
Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me?
Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?
Pointing fingers cause you'll never take the blame like me?

And all the people say
You can't wake up this is not a dream
Your part of a machine
You are not a human being
With your face all made up
Living on a screen
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline.
(Oh-oh-oh-ohhh)
I think there's a fault in my code
(Oh-oh-oh-ohh)
These voices won't leave me alone
Well my heart is gold and my hands are cold

The song ends and you fall asleep.

You wake up about 3 hours later to the door opening
Kenjis back
You sit up to look at him and he looks back at you
"Hi love" he says giving you a kiss
"Hi" you say as you lay back down
"What's up?" He says sitting next to you
"I don't wanna go to school tomorrow after the whole inncedent at the lake" you say
"I'm sure it will all be ok" says Kenji rubbing your back.
You smile and fall back asleep

Sorry this is a bit shorter than other chapters, but I'll make sure to update more frequently for you guys. Love you all so much!
-Jane