part 15- tired

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You wake up the next day and get up to go get dressed. You don't want to go in your usual attire since the incident so you put this on:

 You don't want to go in your usual attire since the incident so you put this on:

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you and Kenji make your way out the door and to the car. He reassures you that it will be ok. You fake a smile as you step out of the car.
You walk into school and suddenly feel hundreds of eyes on you, you hear whispers and Snickers.
Tears fall down your face as you push through the crowd to get to class.

After school you crashed on the bed. Kenji put on his headset and gamed on his computer. You sat in silence and decided to go on your phone.

You opened your Instagram to a ton of notifications.
You checked them and saw tons of comments from people at school.

"Omg it's the barcode girl!"
"What a attention seeker"
"Ew she's ugly"
"Why does her face look like that"
"She's still alive?"
"She should just kill herself"
"Die already"
"We don't want you"
"Kenji doesn't want you he wants me"
"Kenji hates you"
"Your annoying"
"Your a burdon"
"Nobody likes you"
"Just die"
"Do us all a favor. And go kill yourself"

You closed the app and walked over to Kenji as tears ran down your face.
You poked his shoulder
"One second"
You poked him again
"ONE SECOND"
he yelled in an angry tone
You tried really hard to hold back your tears but you couldn't. You ran back to the bed crying. You buried yourself in the sheets.
You feel the blankets come off you
"I'm sorry" Kenji says hugging you.
You hug back, but not fully.
After a few minutes he goes back to gaming.
After a bit he gets a message.
"Hey babe imma go out with the boys I'll be back late, stay safe bye"
He says suddenly as he leaves
"Stay safe"...hmmm no.

You were really tired from today. You were drowning in the sounds of your own thoughts. You thought about everything as silent tears fell down your face. You haven't felt right for days. You wanted to shut away from everyone, you wanted to die.

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You decided you were finally done with everything. You walk into the bathroom. You turn on the faucet and grab a blade

You step into the hot water, you run the blade across your arm. Blood drips into the water.
You lay down in the water and let your arms bleed out.

THERE ARE 2 OPTIONS FOR THE ENDING

ENDING ONE: YOU SUCCEED IN KILLING YOURSELF

ENDING TWO: YOU FAIL AND LIVE YOUR LIFE

Please chose whichever one fits your liking or you can read both <3 up to you loves
-Jane

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