Memories//Minsung

10

Jisungs POV:

I woke up and checked the time. I still had an hour before my alarm went off. I laid back down and tried to fall back to sleep. It didn't work so I got up and got myself ready for the day. I grabbed everything I needed and went for a walk. When I got to the park there was no one there. I guess that's kind of expected considering its's 5 in the morning. I sat down on one of the benches and put my headphones in. As I let the music take over I remembered the times we had. Not one in particular. Just how happy he made me. And how lucky I was to have him. I still miss him. If only I had been better. If only I had thought things through. If only was all I could say. What's done is done and there's nothing you can do about it. That's the sad reality.

DING!

I checked my phone. It was Chan.

Chan:

Hey I'm at your house where are you

Me:

I'm at the park

why are you at my house???

Chan:

I was gonna come hang out with you for a bit

Me:

Oh sorry

Chan:

Its fine I'm on my way

Chan was there within five minutes. He sat next to me and we talked.

"I hate to bring this up but do you miss him?" He asked me.

"Yes. Every second."

"How long has it been?"

"Next Sunday will be a year."

"Wow. It's already been that long?"

"Ya." I felt tears start to form and I couldn't hold them back. Chan pulled me in to a hug and calmed me down. As I sobbed in to his arm his alarm went off.

"We gotta get going. Our shifts start in 10 minutes."

"O-ok."

We made out way to work and the day passed pretty quickly from then on.

Chans POV:

I saw Jeongin and the other two walk in. I was on break so I slipped in the seat next to Innie's.

"Good afternoon beautiful." I said to him.

"Hi Channie." he smiled as he kissed me cheek. "Aren't you supposed to be working?"

"I'm on break."

"ohh ok. I have something I wanna talk to you about."

"Oh ok. Like right now?"

"Ya if you can."

The other two boys excused themselves and sat at another table leaving me an Jeongin alone.

"So as you know I live with Hyunjin and Seungmin."

"Yes." I replied.

"It gets really lonely because they're always together and leave me out of almost everything. And I mean it's fine I don't care. I'm super happy for them. But I was wondering, if it wasn't too early," he paused, "Can I maybe move in with you?"

"Wait like you wanna live together. Just the two of us?"

"Ya if that's ok. if not I totally understand."

"Innie. I would ABSOLUTELY LOVE for you to move in with me. When can you? Do you have to pack a lot? I'll come over and help. You should stay over tonight."

He giggled before replying. "The help would be great. Come pick me up after work if you can. I'll be ready."

"Yes! Ok I will!" I practically screamed. "Shit. I have to get back to work. I love you." I said as I kissed him. I walked away and realized that was the first time I told him that. I didn't even give him a chance to say anything back. oops.

Jisungs POV:

"So you love him?" I questioned as he came to the kitchen.

"You heard that?"

"I happened to pass by. Not to mention you said it incredibly loud."

"I did!?"

"Yep. It's ok though cuz now everyone know he's yours."

"I guess that true. But still that was the first time I ever said it and I didn't even see his reaction. What if I fucked up. What if he doesn't love me back."

"Chan. he smiled."

" What? He did?"

"Yes he did. And it wasn't his normal smile. This one seemed.. different."

I watched as Chan was comprehending everything. I still remember the first time Minho said it.

A/N: Sorry it took so long to get this chapter up. Summer depression is a bitch. I'm almost done with school tho so hopefully I'll be a little more consistent. i also have another story im working on. idk when It will be pulished but its gonna be a HyunIn ff. Im also not sure when I'll get the next chapter up. im sorry in advance just in case it takes forever to be published.