Memories//Minsung

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Jisungs POV:

When I got off work I started walking home and checked my phone for any notifications.

Unknown:

Hii. Is this Han? It's Mai. You gave me your number at the cafe earlier.

Me:

Hey, ya this is Han.

Mai:

OH YAY! I was wondering, if you're free, do you wanna hang out this weekend. We could go shopping or get coffee or whatever it's up to you.

Me:

Ya sure. We'll make plans later.

Mai:

Ok Cool!! Just lmk:)

Chans POV:

*incoming call from Ji*

"Hello?"

"Chan help"

"WHAT. WHAT HAPPENED?!"

"She asked me hang out this weekend. And I agreed. But I don't actually want to go."

"Then why didn't you just say you were busy?"

"Cuz I didn't wanna be rude."

"Wow Ok. Well what do you want me to do?"

"I Don't Know! Steal me before the time of our plans and then I just like won't show up"

"Jisung. You can't do that."

"Why not."

"Cuz thats not nice to do to anyone on any occasion."

"But Chaaaaaa-"

"No. You're going. It'll be good for you to talk to people other than me and Changbin."

"You were no help. I'm calling Changbin."

"No you ar-" Goddammit he hung up.

Changbins POV:

*Incoming call from Sung*

"Heyy"

"That girl from the cafe wants me to hang out with her this weekend."

"Yesss what are you guys doing?"

"NO NOT YES! I DON'T WANNA GO!"

"Why?"

"I just don't"

"Jisung I know why. And I know you know why. I understand that you still love him but you need to start moving on. It's the only way you're gonna be happy and I know Minho would want that. He'd want you to be happy and find someone new. Find someone you connect with. Find someone that makes you feel the same way he made you feel. He'd want you to be happy Han."

"NO HE WOULDN'T. IF HE WAS STILL HERE HE WOULDN'T WANT ME DOING ANY OF THAT. HE'D WANT ME TO BE HAPPY WITH HIM."

"But he's not here Jisung."

"I-I know."

"So find someone else. I'm not saying forget about him. I'm just saying that you can fall in love again."

"I CAN'T FALL IN LOVE AGAIN CHANGBIN. HE'S THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON I EVER GOT THAT CLOSE WITH. HE'S THE ONE AND ONLY PERSON THAT EVER MADE ME FEEL THAT WAY. I DON'T WANT SOMEONE ELSE. I WANT HIM. I WANT MINHO. I want him so so bad."

"I know. I'm sorry. But please go with her. You don't have to fall in love with her. You don't have to tell her everything about yourself. Just get to know her a bit. Tell her a little bit about yourself. This doesn't have to be an all the time thing. You can just hang out with each other every once and a while. Please go Ji."

"I'll think about it."

"thank you."

Jisungs POV:

I hung up and got in the shower to clear my head.

I know I need to move on but I'm scared that if I do I'll forget him. I don't want to forget. I wish I could take all of our memories together and put them in a special box so I can look at them whenever I want. I wish he could just come back so we can keep filling that box. But it doesn't work like that. It's my fault though. It's only right that I live with the consequences. Why didn't I just agree to go home when he wanted to? Why did I have to drag him to another store? Why couldn't I have just been a better boyfriend? Why did I have to be so stubborn and greedy? why? Why? WHY?