Mcyt / Dsmp LGBTQ+ Oneshots (Request Open)

Trans TommyInnit

Characters:
-Tommyinnit
-Technoblade

Triggers:
>> Unsafe Binding

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Pov. Tommy

I'm lying in my bed, it's been days...how many exactly? I don't know anymore. Maybe 3? 4? Maybe 5? Maybe a week.
I don't know...
The days run into each other.

It was Friday, everyone was making fun of me in school because I outed me as trans. Everyone was deadnaming me...it was just too much

I have locked myself in my room. Wilbur, Techno and the others try to get me to eat and come out of my room but I just can't.

They keep on telling me it's okay and that they love me but rn I don't want to hear any of these things. I just want to be alone.

I can't, it's so hard to get out off bed.

My phone? Is on mute.

Everyone on my school has my number because one of my classmates leaked it and know I get spammed with transphobic messages.

When was the last time i charged it? I don't know.

When was the last time I had a drink?  I don't know either. I have a coke that has been started in my room but it is definitely no longer good, i also have a bottle of water but it is so stale that the water is milky white...

I heard a knock on my door. I can tell it's Techno

"Tommy please talk to me, I'm really really worried for you. Please open the door before I have to open it, please come out to me"

"Fine" I mumbled

Slowly, I got up, but instantly sat down again. I'm dizzy. I tryed to stay up again and I went to my door on which a mirror hangs, thick dark eyebags under my eyes, greasy hair strands hang in my face.

Carefully, I open the door, right in front of it Techno with a worried look. His eyes scanning my body, down and back up to my Blue Eyes.

"Are you happy now Techno?"

"Tell me Tommy when was the last time you took of your Binder?"

Oh...right when was the last time...4-5 days ago? Maybe 6...

"Tommy please take it off, you know it's unhealthy to wear it for such a long time"

"But I can't"

"Tommy it doesn't matter what they say in school, you're my little brother and always Will be my little brother. Please take it off"

"I can't"

It's true, I can't. I feel so fucking uncomfortable, I don't like to see my Boobies and I don't have the energy to take it off.

"Tommy please, you can have my biggest hoodie but please take it off. It's not healthy Tommy. Please..."

"I can't, I feel so much more than just uncomfortable you can't imagine" I looked in his tear stained eyes.

"Tommy please"

I looked deep into his dark grey eyes with light grey sprinkles, then nodded.

"But only if you get the biggest Hoodie you have."

"Okay wait a second"

He immediately ran into his room and came back a little later with a big black sweater.

"That's the biggest one I have"

He held it out to me. 

"Thanks"

I went back to my room and closed the door. I slowly took off my dirty hoodie and threw it in the laundry basket, then I looked into the mirror, i can see my ribs.

I turned away.

Slowly I take of my Binder and throw it in the laundry basket too. Fast I took on Techno's hoodie so I don't have to see my Chest for any longer.

I opened the door to see Techno smiling at me.

"I'm proud of you Tommy, you will always be my little brother. I love you"

"Love you too Techno"