𝑷𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚

His Contagious Smile

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Chapter 11.
His Contagious Smile

"Do you think we'll ever find him?
We better.."

╰ ╯

"Didn't he.. walk towards the forest..?" Tamura said in fear

"You let him go in there?! Why didn't you say anything?!" Kashima shouted

"He's lost?! What if he gets hurt?!" Fujisaki wailed, obviously concerned for your well being

"I didn't think he'd go far" Tamura looked down, in disappointment, of his self.

"Wait! Maybe he went to the cabins?" Shikatani added

"Let's go check" Akemi instructed the club members

They all ran to the camp site, hoping you were there to greet them with your contagious smile

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

The YBC searched around the camp site frantically

It didn't take long for the news that the school's princess has gone missing

Eventually it turned into an over sized search party

"Damnit, he really did go into the forest!" Tamura shouted in a pit of frustrated rage, flipping over a table

"You didn't need to flip the table..." Toono whispered to his self while sweat dropping

"Don't worry, I'm sure he'll be fine!" Kashima pointlessly reassured everyone

"Let's start searching the woods then!" Akemi obviously worried, but tried to keep the depressing atmosphere that was creeping in away

"It's raining really heavy.. is this a good idea?" Toono asked

"You're gonna let a little rain keep you away from saving Y/N?!" Tamura bounced back

"Everyone take a raincoat, and a flash light. Also do not leave your groups" Itome passed out the supplies

GROUP 1:

Itsuki Shikatani

Keiichi Akemi

Koshiro Itome


GROUP 2: 

Ayato Yuri

Yui Tamura

Toru Fujisaki


GROUP 3: 

Takashi Toono

Yuu Kashima


Y/N POV


The sounds of my shoes hitting the muddy ground, is all I could hear. Everything else was just.. gone..

I didn't even realize I was crying, I  just feel blank

Why can't I feel anything?

It's cold, so why am I not freezing?

It's windy, so why can't I feel it against my skin?

I'm hurt, so why can't I feel pain?

Is this what dying feels like? Mentally?

The memories I had in my home life flashed by.




I was never let outside.

I was never abused physically, but my parents never acknowledged me.

My family has a high reputation, and they didn't want me to ruin it, so I was locked up.

I didn't go to school, and no one outside my family knew I existed

Everything I've ever learned, I was self taught.



Hand me downs of my sibling's old school books, my empty plain room, the sounds of my family enjoying meals without me, and the people who passed by as I watched from the window is all that I could remember.

I was tucked away, like a toy in an attic. 

I was forgotten, unloved, uncared for, unworthy

But then.. he entered my life.

He showed me compassion, and kindness, and what it was like to be treated as a human being

He was my everything, the reason I'm the way I am.. the reason why I can smile so easily..

We met on one of the days that my parents let me open the window.

They knew I didn't have the guts to escape, I was too reliant on them, and have no idea how the outside world really works

That wonderful sunny day, we locked eyes.

Those beautiful eyes, was my new introduction to life

If only I could see them again

And that smile... it was so... contagious


"Hey what's your name?!" the boy asked

"Y/N...."  

"Y/N? That's a cool name! Mine is ư̵̶̶̧̢̨̧̢̢̢̡̡̨̭̞͉̟̘̪͍̰͖͚̺͔̦̘̬̲̖̺̘̳̰̬̬̫̭̻̘̰̬̳̞͈̻̜̠̫̞̪̭̫̟̘͎̝̲͖̥͕͚͚̟̥̘̖͍͎̜̞̮͇͔̣̳̮͙̼̩̟̝͈̘̪̝͓̬̥̣͙͈̹͔͓̲͔̼̍̊̈̃̉̈́͐͛̽̍̈́̆͑̀͌́̍̌͑̆̆̉͗̎̓́͛̌̎͒͋̿͌̇̉̓͊̾͆̂̿͗͊̊́͑͛̇̈́̒̀̊̊͌̾̓̂̈́̽̆̿̑̃̈́͗̏̃́̆͋̓̓͊̀̋̐̽̆͊͆͆̑̋̀͌̐́̇͒̒͌̏̀̀̚͘̚̚͘͘͘͘͜͠͝͝͠͝͝͝ͅͅņ̷̶̴̢̡̨̢̡̢̨̨̡̛̼͈̟̳͔̖͖̻̭̘̰̜͇̤̞̱̠̳͖̱͔̗̦̘̘̘̯̠̭̼̥͙̟͔̞͍̣͉̹͕̱̯̼͓̝͖̘̥̲̳͙̪̹̖͍̠̩̗͕̦͓̞̙͎̳͙̗̬̜̲̥̙̺̗̫̠̬͔̯͖͖̺̗̘̱̲̮̱̪͉̅̑̂̐͌͂̉͂̈́͛̽̃̂͐͒̂̀̐̈̎͋̉̃́̈́̓̓͗͛͜͜͜͜͝ͅͅą̷̶̴̛̛͕̳̩̻̦̘̗̠͕̬̿̊̈́̋̊̒̽́͑̏̉̍̅͊͗́̒̌̆̍̐̂̉́̇̇̌̀͂͆͐̔̃̌͛͊̽͘̕̕͠͝͝v̸̶̴̨̧̧̨̢͎̭̙̯̘͓͖̮͕̜̙̟̞̥̱͚̲̹͉͉̰͕̦̤͔̘̟̹̟̩̭̪̥̞̮̹͎͙̣̹͉̲͙̰͎̹̖̬͎͎̗̌̀͑̐̔̈͑̈́̎́̾͑̈́́̋̒̏̕͘͘̚̚͜ͅͅͅa̴̶̸̧̨̧̧̡̢̢̡̢̩̮̲̮̜̙͓͕̦͕̺͖̖̤͍͉͎̳̤̝̜̻͕̘̘̼̜̣̭͓̰͖̖͙͕̺̲̣͈͔̖͔̞̻̝̹̟͓̲̱̝̘̮͕͉͎̙͖̰̹̠͚͓̪͖̺̥̦̿̀̓͆̉͆̄̃͑̈̌͗͑͑͘̚̚͜͜͠͠͠͠ͅͅͅi̷̶̶̡̡̢̧̛̛̘̬̗͉̝̥̗̼̙͎̹̥̥͔̞̯̱̦͍̥̟̟̦͍͓͎̰̳͖̖̪̥͔̩̫̣̘̽͊̄̓̓̃̾̐̾̽̑̍̀͊̇̉͐̇̆̋̑͗͆̓̒̄̔̽̄͐͐̇͋̈́̆̊̂̃͛̾̉̌̿̄̈͆̾̍̒̄̅͑͛͒̀̐͐̊̎́̏̚̕͝͝͝͠ͅͅͅļ̶̶̷̡̧̨̢̡̛̖͚̬̭̫̤̟̮̯͙̹̠̗̺̯̰͇͈̖̙̫̣̦̫̜̻͙̔̏̎̈́́͒̅͋͆̏̐́͗̀͛̄̽̀͊͗̀̀̒̐̊͑̏̽̈́̃͋͊̿́͛͌̉̈̉̋̌̆̈́̈́̒̅̿̿̀̉͊̇͂̄̅͗͑͋̌̄̈̾͑̆͛͌̚͘̚̚͜͜͠͝ą̵̶̵̡̡̨̢̨̧̛̛̛̛̞̠̺͈̦̟̣͉͚͉͚̣͎̘̝̞͈̰̯̬̝̜͎̯̜̤͕̲̮̣͇̲̣̬̟̝̰̰̘̦̤̟̹̟̤̲͖͍̝̮̼̭̙̩̬̮̝̭̣̖̖͚̱̮͇͎̤̳͖̼̫͍̻̼̫̤̞͍̱̹̼̤͓̠̮̘̭̣̮̎̅̇̑̏̂̓̓̇̏͒̌̓̈̾̓̂͋́̇͗̈́͋̓̄͗̆̊͂̽̌̓͑̅̓͗͗̆̄͋̂̾̇̆̋̊̔̈͐͆͛̿̽͐͗̋̇̂́̑͊͑̈́͗̾̇̃́̔́͘̚̚̕̚͜͜͜͜͜͠͠͝͠͝͝ͅͅb̷̶̸̧̡̡̧̧̡̛̛̺̭̫̗͚̩̙͉̻̫͉̲͖̫͍̬̝̬̦̣̲̭͔̲͔̟̞̻̼̺̅̆̍̐͆̔͐͛̀͑̃̌̽̀̌̇̓͗̉̾́̀̒͆̃̑̋͑̓̎̽̂̓͒̌͋̋́̑͂̓̏̆̀̐́̒͆̏̍̑̍͐̓̇̄̆̐̉́̾̏̔̚̕̕͘̚͘͝͝͝͝͝ͅͅͅl̶̶̵̨̡̧̡̧̧̙̼̼̥̻̰̞̻͖͈̝̠̱̦̱̗̣̪͔̪̠̗͈̙͍͚̦͖͉̦̪̺͉͉̻̼̪͓̙̺͈̣̦͖̳͓̻̹̳̜̖̯̖͉͚̲͉̮̬͉͔̮̦͎̲͐͑̈́̉̎͒̃̓͒͑͊̏̿̂̍͐̏̋͛̄̅̂͊̀́̒̌̾̾̉̂́̌͂̓̏͆̾͘͘͜͜͠͝͠͠ͅę̴̶̸̛̘̱̠̤̤̹̲̹̪̙͕̟̹̞̻̩̖͕͖͙̙͍̰͉̦͉͎̣̫̟͍̳̟̯̦̮̝͚̠͙̲̘͚̘̻͉̬̯̖̩̯͇͙̙̗̼͖̾̓̎͋̐́̉̆͊̑͒͆̎͐̂̓̇̇̐̾̀̌̆͂̅̍̎͊̇͒̓̆̌̋̈́̀̊̓̾́͑̔́͂͂̐͋̈́̕̕͘̚͜͜͠͝͠͝͝ͅͅͅ"

"Nice to meet you.. but why are you talking to me?" 

"Well you looked sad, but I think you're just having a bad day.. right?"

"No, I'm always like this"

"Well then, I'll visit you everyday so you can be happy, alright?"

"What if you don't come, am I allowed to be sad?"

"What?! No! If I ever don't come, as long as you remember me, you better smile!"

"We'll see.."

- next day -

"Hey Y/N! I took some pictures, and I wanted to know what you think?

"What's so interesting about a picture? It's just a bunch of  random pixels " you shook your head

"It's not  about the actual photograph, it's what the story it tells!"

"The story it tells?" your head tilted to the side

"Yeah! Like nature! It can be scary, and you could get lost, but if you find the right spots it's beautiful!" he smiled at you

"Let me see.." you said quietly reaching for the photos

- next day -

"Hey Y/N, why do you never come outside?"

"I can't."

"Maybe you should just try"

"One day, I will."

"Alright! I'll make sure you keep your promise!"

"We'll see.."

you smiled at him, and he smiled at you

For some reason, he liked talking to me.. and I liked talking to him...
.

I l̴̦͇̱̖͈̘̘̟̳̺̝̮̭̳̘͖̓̍̌͒̂͝ơ̸̛̘̝͓̰̟̲̅̆̃͑̊̏͌̋͒̆̆̚͝v̷̢̛̘̤͕̦͉͌͑̋͘͝ȩ̷̫̗̱̠̈́̽̄̿͗͐͝ḑ̵̊͊̓̅̈́̅̔͗͋̏͐̕͝͝ him..

.
more than anything

But then he stopped coming.. I didn't know why..

I waited, and waited

Every single day, I waited

The seasons changed, and time flew by


Then I over heard from my parents..


He was gone


Gone.. forever, disappeared, no longer living, no good byes, the grim reaper collected his toll, the strand of hair was cut..

He was taken away from me

Why was reality so hard?

Why me? Out of the billions of people in the world...

w̶̢̼̖̫̹̭͙̼̺̖̯̱̤̤͌̇͒͛̍ͅḥ̶̯̹̲̤̂̓͂͜ͅy̶̨̨̛̲͙̱̯̠̫̻̤͈̟̼̼͑̐̌̅̆́͑̊̏̎̃̆̒̍͜͠͝ ̸̢̻̪̞̙̭̩̟̫̫̼͖̿̋̈́͐͆ḿ̷̮̣͔̺͔͓͓̩͚̫̟̝̮͒̔̒̈͛̓͋́͝ͅȩ̶̗̼͎͇̰͔͊̉̑̈́͝?̸̛̤̜̤̬͇͎͉̭̬͛̀̅̕̚͘͝

That's when I started sneaking outside..

I feel like he had something to do with it..

And later on I met Akemi..

So now I walk, every single day with a smile

Because I still remember h̵̢̛͖͕̼̠̳̟̠͉͖̖̟͈͒͂́͑̎͋̍̾͋̓̈́̚̚͘͜i̴̼̜͈̘͛̉̀̔̇͋͑̔̽͂̈́̅̔́̓͠͝m̴̛̛̫̼̯̄͛̍̿̄̈̈́̐̑̉͒.

But now, I was giving up hope.

Nobody will ever find me.. is what I believed

But I'm smiling

Maybe I'll see h̵̢̛͖͕̼̠̳̟̠͉͖̖̟͈͒͂́͑̎͋̍̾͋̓̈́̚̚͘͜i̴̼̜͈̘͛̉̀̔̇͋͑̔̽͂̈́̅̔́̓͠͝m̴̛̛̫̼̯̄͛̍̿̄̈̈́̐̑̉͒ again?

Is there such thing as the after life?



clang

My collar?

I can hear it, in the wind..

That's right..

The club..

I have them now..

OH CRAP-





 Group 2 POV

Ayato Yuri

Yui Tamura

Toru Fujisaki

"Do you think we'll ever find him?" Fujisaki asked on the verge of tears

"We better.." Tamura grumbled

"N/N..." Yuri whined, missing his best friend

"This is all my fault... I should've stopped him" Tamura gloomed

"N-No it's not! If you knew this was going to happen, you would've have let him go!" Fujisaki reassured

"Maybe you're right.." his guilt slightly lifted

SNAP

"What was that?" Fujisaki asked while trembling

Yuri ran towards the sound

"Helloooooo?" he shouted

"Hey! Don't run to things you don't know about you idiot!" Tamura barked at him

they watched his figure fade away, letting him test the waters

"N/N!"

"Yuyu!"

they heard a yell

Without hesitation they ran to where they heard the commotion

The two were greeted with the sight of Yuri trying to reach for Y/N that fell in a ditch

"Holy shit!" Tamura grabbed onto Yuri, helping him pull you up

Y/N was practically on the edge of life or death, trying to hold onto anything he can

It took the effort of all three boys, but they got you out.

(It's not easily lifting someone from a ditch in a middle of a storm!)

"Do you know how worried we were?!" Tamura scolded

he was put to an immediate stop when he saw you crying

"Are you hurt anywhere Y/N-kun?" Fujisaki asked

you continued to cry, bawling your eyes out

"I was so scared.. I nearly gave up..." you cried, hugging Yuri, wetting his shirt some more

"Let's get you inside.." Tamura said softly, while picking you up.

It didn't take you long to fall asleep.

Even thought it was freezing, you felt warm.. 


✯¸.•'*¨'*•✿ ✿•*'¨*'•.¸✯

End of chapter

Sorry this chapter was so bad, I'll try and make the next one better

Thank you so much for reading! And if you haven't please read my previous A/N's they're really important to me!

Next chapter should be out by next week (6/21/21)

Bye now!