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Birthday Wishes | WooSan [ A ]

➶ WooSan (Wooyoung X San) ➴

➶ Birthdays weren't happy, at least not for San. Never for San ➴

➶ Top : ? | Bottom : ? ➴

➶ Type : Angst ➴

➶ Warnings : Mention of death and car crashes, harsh language ➴

➶ Word count : 1,706 ➴

➶ Side note(s) : This was inspired by the fact that it's my best friend's birthday but I can't visit her since she lives far away. Happy birthday, Hades! You won't see this (Most likely) but I love you lots! ➴

➶ Votes and comments are appreciated <3 ➴

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Birthdays were filled with joy and laughter, yet sometimes they weren't.

Birthdays were celebrated with gifts and cakes, families and friends coming together to celebrate the one's birthday, but why would someone celebrate being closer to their death?

San didn't know why he still celebrated his birthday, not when the boy was long gone.

It had been a fucking year. One year with no Wooyoung and yet every single 26th of November, he still bought a cake and wished the other a happy birthday.

Maybe he should be moving on from his past lover, but he didn't think that would be fair. Because they never broke up. Wooyoung just left the world on the same day he was born, without telling San goodbye.

But he didn't know that he would die, did he? No, San was pretty sure Wooyoung didn't know he would get hit by a car.

Despite his lover being gone for a year now, he still never left him. San would spend his days either trying to forget about Wooyoung by drinking his pain away or crying over the fact that he was still not over him.

And today marked the day the male left. One fucking year without him and San was still in love with him the same as he was on their first date.

It's funny how everyone celebrates birthdays but his lover died on the same day that they would give gifts to him.

Why were birthdays so happy? What was so happy about them?

Nothing, nothing at all.

San sat quietly at his table, the same table that he used to eat breakfast, dinner and lunch with Wooyoung. Yet now, it wasn't the same cheerful place, now it was lonely and sad.

The cake in front of him felt mocking, as if telling him he was alone. The cake was too bright for his liking, why did he go with a vanilla cake? He didn't even like vanilla, but he remembered the fact that Wooyoung did, and would always whine his love to it until San would agree to buy the cake, though in the end they would end up with two cakes, each having the one they like.

Oh, how he missed Wooyoung's whining, the boy sure did know how to push San until he agreed, but San never complained. He liked when the boy acted so cute, and would be careful not to push San too much in case he got uncomfortable.

He was so thoughtful, always wanting the best in people. That was one of the reasons he fell for the male, because of how much he cared for others.

He remembered the time Wooyoung skipped classes to take care of San when he was sick, and even though the boy ended up failing his test because he didn't take notes, Wooyoung claimed it was worth it for San. That was the day he ended up falling for the younger.