Destined to be mine

Feelings for him

Raavi's pov

I stood still at my place ,not at all moving
Did i heard krish right or are my ears playing drums?

I love Shiva , isn't this what krish said ?
I love shiva ? I love him?

No how can that even happen ?
I belive in the quote that love happens only once and mine happened with dev then how can I start loving shiva , no that can't happen..
I can't love him..

I heard dhara di's voice which made me come out of my trace..
I looked around to see everyone there..

I looked at krish and asked

Raavi - krish ye kya bola tune aabhi ?

(Before krish could reply dhara di said )

Dhara - tune kya suna

Raavi- maine jo suna wo bolne layak bhi nhi ha
( I saw dhara di's face fell at my statement)

Dhara - kyu

Raavi - aap kyu puch rhe ho ?
Mujhe shiva se pyaar ye is janam main kabhi nhi ho skta ha dhara di kabhi nhi..

Dhara (hurt) - toh tu itni bechan kyu ha jb se shiva gaya ha tb se ?
( there was some kind of hope in her voice which I was sure was gonna go away because of my statement)

Raavi - wo is liye kyuki maine usee hurt kiya tha apni baato se , apko ya kisi ko pta nhi ha par shiva ko maine puja wali raat bht kuch kaha tha jiske liye main guilty feel kr rhi thi aur is liye mujhe usse mafi mangni thi bas is karan main bechan thi aur koi wajha nhi ha..
Koi pyaar nhi hua ha mujhe usee

Dhara - ek maafi mangne ke liye itna bechan ?
( I know dhara di had hope from our marrige but I don't want to give her false hope)

Raavi - kyuki main aisi hi hu dhara di koi mujhe naraz rahe ya meri baat kisi ko hurt krti ha toh mujhe guilt hoti ha bht zyada..
Aur main ye janti hu ki us raat maine jo jo shiva ko kaha tha wo galat tha mujhe wo sab nhi khena chaiyea tha aur ye ki usse meri baato se bht takleef puchi ha..
Bas is liye main usee maafi manga chati thi aur isai liye mujhe uska intezar tha..

Author's pov

Dhara felt hurt listening to Raavi's answer , she felt her all wishes going down the drain...
Not only her everyone present there looked hurt..

Dev and rishita looked at each other their eyes portraying the pain that they have given to both Shiva and raavi , thought things were fine between raavi and rishita but dev still couldn't find his courage to even stand in front of raavi..
Forget about sorry..
Dev couldn't even apologize to his own brother...

Dhara looked at raavi and the look in her eyes were the mixture of truth and pain..
But still dhara tried her luck one again and asked her

Dhara - tujhe sach main shiva se Pyaar nhi ha raavi ?
Kya ye baat tu mujhe meri ankho main dekh ke khe skti ha.?

Dhara prayed to all the gods in the world that raavi would deny to this and accept her love but

Raavi took dhara's hand in her and looked straight in to her eyes and said

Raavi- mujhe shiva se koi pyaar nhi ha dhara di aur kabhi nhi hoga..
Mai janti hu ki apko is rishte se bht expectations ha par please mat rakho kyuki mujhe shiva se kabhi pyaar nhi ho skta ha..

Not able to control herself dhara asked her

Dhara - kyu nhi ho skta ha tujhe usee pyaar raavi? Aisi kya kami ha us main ?