Mr. Styles

Chapter 67

Zayn's P.O.V.

I really didn't want to fight with Harry but I would have, if he kept pushing my buttons. I mean I just want to make sure that Elena is okay. I can't even imagine how she's feeling right now. Harry was being a dick the entire time she was pregnant and I bet he celebrated when she had the miscarriage. So I'm sure she's in need of some sort of comfort right now.

I made my way down the hall and checked Louis' bedroom to make sure both him and Niall were okay. I smiled seeing them already chatting up a storm about things they were going to do when they got back to the house. I probably won't allow Niall to work for Harry anymore anyways.

I continued down the hall and took a deep breath. I really hope Elena isn't too upset because I really hate seeing her cry.

I gently tapped my knuckles against the door. It was silent for a long time. She was probably sleeping. I knocked again. "Elena?" I called.

Again no answer.

"Elena, it's Zayn. I'm gonna come in." I slowly twisted the knob and pushed the door open. The room was fairly dark but I could see her small frame on the bed. She turned onto her side to face me and I immediately frowned seeing the look on her face. "Aw sweetheart.." I shut the door behind me and made my way over to the bed bringing her into my arms. Her body shook as she cried softly.

I leaned over and turned on the small lamp on the night stand. "Elena," I mumbled into her hair. "You're gonna get through this. Everything will be okay." I felt her shake her head. "I-I want the b-baby.."

I planted a tender kiss on her forehead. "I know, love. I know." I sighed. "Sometimes things don't always work out the way we want them to, but that's okay. It's okay to cry about it. Sometimes crying makes us feel better."

We sat in silence for a long time. I didnt stop holding her and she continued to cry. However, after some time, she did calm down and her breathing did return back to normal. "Zayn," she mumbled, playing with the rings on my finger. "Is it bad that I miss Greg and the baby?" I quickly shook my head. "Not at all. What you're feeling is completely normal... I know Harry was pretty harsh with you and I'm so sorry for that but I dont want you be to upset with yourself because of this. Unfortunately things just happen."

She swiped her hand across her nose and sniffled. "I-I wanna go back home.." I nodded. "Do you think you will be able to handle it if we were to go back?" She nodded her head. "I think so... w-well I'm not really sure but I think I'm just ready to go back now. I miss my room and plus I wanna hang out with Collins." I smiled. "You two have gotten really close all of a sudden..." I looked down just in time to see her blush. "I-I think he likes me... b-but I have Harry now so I-I wanna try to make it work."

"Are you upset or angry with Harry?"

She didn't say anything.

I rubbed her back soothingly and kissed her hair. "It's alright. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." She sighed. "I was upset before but now I just wanna move past it.... I-I just don't know how.." She pulled away from me and wiped a stray tear from her cheek. "I don't wanna think about this anymore but I just can't stop. Every time I close my eyes I see Greg or I dream about the baby. My mind j-just keeps returning to it. I-I... the miscarriage... there was just so much blood.. a-and I was so scared... It was so painful." She started crying again. 

I didn't know what to do and I wasn't sure how to comfort her.

I rubbed small circles on her back and sighed. "I'm so sorry you had to go through that. If I could take away all that pain, I would. But... I promise you things will get better."