Kenmas POV
'Why.. why couldn't he have loved me? Why does he love her I don't understand.. no matter how hard I try I can't get to him. He's so far out of my reach.' as my thoughts went on I laid in my bed waiting for something. I wasn't quite sure what. Maybe a sign to tell me what to do next or what to do with my feelings. Or just the day to finally end. Or maybe for him. But I knew two of those would come a lot sooner than the other.
Time skip:
I was walking towards the school once again but this time lost in my own horrible thoughts. I hated it. I hated my thoughts, my feelings, the voice in my head, and most importantly him. He hasn't come to visit in a week. He has texted saying he was too busy with her. Then again I haven't been to school either. Too much thinking for what's happing in my head. I just need to face it and get it over with. He's straight and has a girlfriend. So just support him and be his best friend.
As I walked into school I pulled my switch out and turned it on going towards my classroom. I can feel everyone staring at me. I see why, my hair looks like a birds been sleeping in it, I haven't slept the past week, and I am pale as pale can be. I see kuroo looking at me in my peripheral, and as much as I miss him he is with that blonde bimbo. I heard him calling my name, but I ignored it and kept walking.
I can't handle seeing him goggle for her and touch her. I want him to look at me like I'm some rare treasure, but, I'm not a girl. I want him to hold me like he does her, but, I'm not a girl. I want him to whisper sweet nothings in my ear the way he does with her, but, I'm not a girl. I want him to love me... But, I'm not a girl.
Kuroo's POV.
He ignored me. He's never ignored me before. It may seem like he does but he doesn't. But this time. This time I did something wrong. I need to see him and soon. But she isn't letting me go. I hate this I just want Kenma. But nobody would accept this. Nobody would accept us. And that's what's so terrifying.
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A/n- IM BACK! I'm so sorry I have been so busy since I've started this but here is chapter 2 I will try and update more and I will post an update next to tell y'all what's been going on. Hope you like this
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FanfictionWhat happens when Kenma starts to realize he's fallen for his childhood best friend? Or when he sees him going out with girls all the time? Or when he finally realizes they drifted apart? Kenma Kozume a second year student realizes he had a crush on...
