Why?

Through sickness

           I'm not sure what happend, I'm not sure how I got here, but I can say one thing for sure, I'm exhausted. I had woken up to someone shaking me calling my name. It was a comforting, soothing voice. The voice made me want to curl up on the floor and sleep, but alas nothing goes my way. I suddenly recognise the voice that has been calling my name in panic. I jolt up trying to get away from him, as far as I possibly could at the moment. 

"Kenma! I am so glad you're awake but don't get up so quickly! You're getting sick.." I sigh and look at Kuroo. Why can't you stay away from me? Why do you have to be so worried? It makes me realize just why I fell for you in the first place. You can be crazy at times and chaotic, but when it comes down to it, you really care about the people you are close to. You're girlfriend is so lucky to have you.

I shake myself out of my thoughts to come back to reality. The whole team is staring at me wildly, like I just grew a flower out of my head. Well I mean, I DID just pass out at practice. I sigh again and get up slowly. "I think I'm going home today. Sorry guys." I bow slightly as my words come out slightly murmered. As I start leaving the gym I hear Kuro start to tell the team to wrap up practice. Grabbing my stuff I head towards home not stopping to changing back into my uniform. Getting lost into my thoughts I didn't even notice it staring to sprinkle. Luck was appearently on my side because I made it home before it got too bad. 

I, instead of getting out of my wet cold clothes, decided to just curl up under my bed covers too tired to do anything else and finally fell asleep. Maybe this time when I wake up everything would just have been a nightmare and kuro will be right next to me. Comforting me and whispering sweet nothings into my ears, making sure I know he loves me. Or maybe my life is honestly a horrible nightmare, because that wouldn't happen in a million years. So why can't i let him go and let him be happy?

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I'm back babes! My life has been a little chaotic but im here, so I hope you like this chapter.