traitor // marvel

part 4

y/n's pov:

dear diary,
it had been a few days since i had joined thanos' army. it was quite challenging, to be honest. there was a lot of training involved, and because i was mortal, i had to use the gym they specifically provided just for me. i had to be in top condition.

i didn't know when i was going to get my first mission. but you have to always be prepared. i spent around 6 hours either working out or practicing fighting every day.

when i was not working out, i usually walked around the ship. i mean, in space, there's no wifi, so no phones, televisions, laptops - basically no technology or anything electronic. so it was a real struggle for me. my day to day life prior being stranded here consisted of using technology. i don't think there was a single day i didn't use something electronic.

well, i had to find some ways to entertain myself. i started off by exploring the ship. it honestly wasn't that interesting due to the fact that most areas were bordered off. i could only stay in my 'apartment', which was a section of the ship dedicated to just me. if i went past it, you don't even want to know the consequences. i found that out the hard way.

working for thanos was quite tiring, actually. you never rested. he had all the chill time in the world.

next week, i start missions. like going on actual missions. i'm pretty excited. i mean, i've spent the past few days non-stop training for this moment.

my mission is quite simple to start me off. something easy to ease my way in. i have to steal someone's eye. i know how dumb that sounds. trust me, i thought the same.

thanos needs the eye to log into a security breach. he could've just hacked into it, i know. but he's quirky like that. i'm just kidding, stark's technology is really hard to hack into.

yes. we are hacking into tony stark's security breach. you see, one of ours has a huge mission coming up in a few weeks and hacking into this will give us more of an advantage.

and no, it's not stark's eye. that would be too obvious. he had a random man make his eye the security log in. he did this because he thought "nobody will ever be able to log in."

well i did. i did the impossible. you'll find out in a bit, love.

i found the man. well i had contact with him previously, so it wasn't that hard to get in touch with him again. i called his number and we arranged a tea at 9pm tomorrow night, at his local cafe.

perfect.

he'll be by himself and i can get a copy of his eye pattern. i was going to steal his eye all-together, but thanos thought that would just be dumb and cause unnecessary drama between us.

i made my way towards the shower and washed myself.

i stepped into the shower and turned the water temperature to hot. like boiling hot. burn your skin to crisp hot. for some weird reason, i've always loved boiling hot showers. especially before bed - they're so relaxing and help me switch off really easily.

i shampooed and conditioned my hair. i had short, brown hair. a mullet. i had the ends dyed dark purple but i regretted getting it the second after. it just ruins the whole look. i was going to get it redone but the whole dying thing happened and made me change my plans.

i washed my body with 'cool as a cucumber' body wash. i think thanos got someone to shop for him. imagine him actually looking down the isle, seeing this, picking it up, deciding he wants to buy it and proceed to put it in his basket.

the whole idea just amuses me.

well, after i has finished showering, i got out of the shower (of course) and wrapped a towel around my body. i also wrapped a towel around my hair like the way they do in spas. i wish i had some cucumber to put over my eyes, and some nail polish to paint my nails with. god, i would kill for a manicure right now.

i dried myself and got changed into my pyjamas. it was already time for bed. time goes so quick in space. i swear an hour is equal to 6 hours. literally, it doesn't feel like it's been a full day when it reaches the evening.

i got into bed, all dressed and ready. i couldn't be arsed to wash my face and brush my teeth - i know so unhygienic y/n - as i was that tired, i feel asleep in a matter of minutes. it was also 11:45pm, so that's probably another reason why i fell asleep so fast.

dear diary,
i had a dream.

yes, last night i had a dream. and i don't think it was deja vu. i don't really get deja vu a lot. only on the odd occasion but nothing more.

well. in my dream, i saw james. i saw the avengers. i saw tony. i saw a fight. long story short, it didn't end well.

but it was just a dream. nothing to worry about.

shit, i should start getting ready. thanos won't be happy if i'm late for this meeting.

this morning, literally as soon as i opened my eyes, thanos' personal assistant was at the bottom of my bed. i swear i had a heart attack. i literally wasn't expecting that at all.

anyway, his assistant told me there was going to be a meeting in 45 minutes - that was 28 minutes ago - and i had to attend. it was compulsory. no skipping.

i was kind of nervous, but then i realised it will probably be about my mission that's coming up in 3 days. i'm so excited. i told you that already, didn't i?

i rushed to the bathroom, washed my face and brushed my teeth.

squeaky clean, as they say.

i ran to my walk-in wardrobe and tried to find something suitable to wear. i had none of my clothes i had when living at home, but i had a few that resembled a couple of pieces i had beforehand. it was a really pretty and organised wardrobe. underwear in one section, jeans in another, hoodies in another and so on. you get the idea.

i ended up deciding on a plain white crop top, with light-blue jeans and a black belt. really basic. but it was the best i could do, to be fair.

as soon as i was dressed, i grabbed a cereal bar and quickly ate it. inhaled it is more of an appropriate term.

after eating, i ran down the corridor and tried to find the main hall.

it took a few dead ends and wrong turns until i finally came across it 8 minutes later.

just on time.

i walked into the room and was met with about 4,500 people. i was shocked. gobsmacked. this was a lot of people.

"y/n" thanos' voice spoke.

my ears pricked and i tried to locate the voice. it took me a few seconds before i spotted him; a few away from the right of me. north-west, you could say.

hahaha. north west. funny joke. didn't even realise i'd made it.

"welcome, child."