The Huge Reveal

Big Complications

As Raj goes on and on about her problems here's where everything got complicated. As I go on about boys usual behavior I realized what the problem was.  I had to put myself in control of my affection and my sexual behavior. Reason for this is because once a guy thinks he's getting adjacent next is between your legs. I had sex with multiple (5) guys and that's not good  nor is that pretty. Don't get me wrong I was young and dumb but I wasn't all the way stupid I'm not fucking anyone raw. I only had three flings and two boyfriends that did me absolutely dirty.
I try so hard to not like people for reasons like this I only trust one person and that's Alex, when I met him things change for the greater. Speaking of Alex let's get back to reality.

Although I had a ruff past with treacherous men's I finally found a maniac with a bit of heart, also affection like no other did I mention he's a wonderful father. As I go on about my day at work I suddenly here a man say "Excuse Me Ma'am"then remember that I was in the men's restroom still cleaning. "Oh Sorry Sir" I said. While I get finish cleaning and come back to earth I noticed 3 messages from Alex. Damit it's one o'clock, time flies by quick when your day dreaming.
As I go to lunch for my break I noticed a call from my big sister Netta. My face lit up like fire, I haven't talk to my sister in while because we both be having a lot in our plate. When I'm a lot I mean so much, I'll be in a missed up relationship next thing you know something goes on in her relationship I guess it just be bad timing. But as I talk to her until my lunch ends I ask her what should I do about my weekend with Alex. " I Have No Clue But Be Very Much Safe" she said. "You Know I Will Sis" I said. Back to work I go for the next hour. It's hard for me to decide whether I want to go or not. Don't get me wrong I want to go but, at the same time my head was telling me no because of my pass guys. Moving on threw the day and life it was time to see Alex. I was so nervous but I had butterflies in my tummy. When I'm with Alex I feel safe not to mention at home.

As I prepare myself to leave I noticed how bubbly my stomach was feeling. At that point I was very much hungry but I didn't really have to tell him because, the dude know everything lol. While my Uber is half way there I couldn't help but to look at the sky. For some reason the sky helps me think and stay calm not to bring up it's alluring features. I text Alex and say "I'm almost there". He doesn't text back because he be too busy standing at the front door when I get there. How sweet that's only when he wasn't to be at times. I jump out of the Uber and walk up the stairs, before I can go in he can't help himself but to admire my looks. He Say "I missed You And You Ssxy You Know That", all I could do is blush. I get an kiss and go in I say hey to his mother first then to his sister and her boyfriend.
I don't know why but Alex's mom use to always scare me, I honestly thought she didn't like me but all of that change. The more I came around the more I smiled and got to know his mother. She's very different from mines but she beautiful, sweet, nice, funny as hell but she's not the one to be fucked with. I always told Alex his mom is nice and then he makes this face that makes me laugh.

His family is very different or maybe is that just that his family the first I've met, nope they diverse moreover I love it. He gave me so many kisses maybe more the a dog gives its owner affection lol. As you can see and tell he already my first love without no hesitation, crazy right. Spending time with Alex is the best thing ever before I could say something, he asked if I was hungry. "Yes I Am" I said. As I change into something more comfortable to sleep in he goes into the kitchen to cook. As I walked threw the house I go to the kitchen where Alex was cooking. He look so cute with shit grey shorts, green shirt, and some big a wolf footies lol. Didn't I mention my love can cook some good ass food, it was like I was in heaven already.

Therefore, I just sat in the kitchen watching him and recorded him on my phone because it's what I do. He asked me what do I want on my food told him everything. Hey a girl got eat right. He fixed my food gave me the plate then we went back into his room. Time goes on and on as we eat we laid down, cuddle, some kisses and I'm pretty sure you know what happens next.