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Life was good life was great but it seems to Raj she was in a bad place.  Last night was great and special. As the sun rises I being to wake up on this Sunday morning. I look around and I didn't see Alex, at first I thought he just left me like a one night stand, but how could he when I'm at his house. Then suddenly the door open it was Alex a bitch felt bitch relieve. "Where was you at" I said. "Went to the bathroom and to check the mail" he said. I didn't say nothing but he then was like "why you must missing me" as he smiled. "Maybe" I said.

Alex climbs back into bed with me with a kiss on my forehead. Being up under him is like a kid at the candy store. I had to leave soon so that I can go home and get ready for work tomorrow. Obviously I didn't want to go neither did he but things happen. As we lay with each other for another hour, I being to get my things together. "I'm about to leave my Uber 3minutes away" I said. He gets up out of bed still showering me with kisses, he walks with me to my Uber. "Text me when you get home" he said. As I being to leave I start to miss him. Looking out the window at the sky I wonder why do I feel this way.

Well by the time I arrived home it was 6 o'clock pm. Before I text Alex to tell him I was home I hopped in the shower and then went into bed. As I was getting comfortable and thinking about my Alex I was sleep before you know it. 6:30am on Monday morning I felt great but that was until I had to pee. I felt very uncomfortable down there and so I went to the doctor instead of work. As I'm on the way to the doctor I get very nervous now because I'm concern .
As I get there a check and sit down waiting to be called, the nurse called me I had to do the normal routine to the hospital and then I had to sit back out front for the doctor to call me. Boredom is what I am at the hospital lonely and cold. "Rajynee" doctor said. I get up out of my sit then headed to back with the doctor. I told her why my vagina was burning and hurting so bad, as she take a look she said "ohhh yes I see it seems to me you have been diagnose with Genital Herpes". Then looked up shook, I cry right there because I figured my life was over or so I thought.

My heart was beating so fast out of my chest I didn't know what to do I cried so much I didn't wanna talk to anybody. It's hard to hear you been diagnosed with genital herpes, Because life is still the same but some things have to change. After I get a couple of days to be excused from work because the pain was so excruciating that I can barely stand I felt so uncomfortable when I walked but, as I was going home I was trying to see how could I explain this to Alex or anybody that matters. No one knew and I like to keep it that way but, eventually I had to tell someone about my problems. I wanted to call D'A and tell him everything but I didn't want to tell him this because I thought he would actually look at me different and I don't want to feel that way just yet. Two weeks or maybe three went by also I went to go finally tell Alex face-to-face.

My hands were shaking I was walking around in circles told him to meet me outside because I didn't want to tell him inside of his house, I saw him approaching before I can get half of what I have to say out I started to cry. "Come down what's wrong" Alex said. I stop crying for a little before I can tell him that I was diagnosed with genital herpes I couldn't get the herpes part out nevertheless he knew what I was saying and he told me it's gonna be ok. Out of so many people I really thought he would be the one who looks at me so wrong including just say bad things however, he's the one who made me feel so much better he kept my secret he didn't say anything I was happy he was the first to know Because, he said he still love me no matter what.